holying
have to get up at 8 for work but i’m still up reading atm. will i regret it? yes
holying
holying
i have a condition where i come back here to read a fanfic that randomly popped into my head and then i proceed to leave for a year and a half. there’s nothing i can do about this.
holying
how did i fall down the hole of fanfiction once again?
liliesarebetty
have a good day/night!~
holying
it’s been a long time!
femineff-
friendly reminder that i love you and hope you're doing okay <3
kalopsiascity
hi joni, just checking in to say that i miss you tons and you're a vv beautiful & lovely person who deserves all the followers in the world ❤️❤️❤️
-valeskawhores
hey babes! dropping by to
say you're amazing and I hope
you have just an amazing
day/night! xo!
holying
this message may be offensive
do you ever just think back on old friendships and become so sad over the fact that they ended? it just reminds me how much of a fking idiot i was, and how majorly i fked things up. my mental health is so bad i can’t even keep my friends; i just push them away for no reason at all. i feel like shit and maybe it’s what i deserve for acting like a *sshole towards my friends. i really wanna grow and learn from these experiences, but i’m just so d*mn lonely. i need someone to be there for me.
ghostxxxxxxxxxxxx
@GODISALEO i haven't gone to see a professional about it so i just say to most people i daydream a lot. yw <3
ghostxxxxxxxxxxxx
@GODISALEO i dont know you at all but same. all the old friends i made moved on and whenever i try to make a friend online they go "oh i'll be there for you" and then never talk to me again, even though i want to be friends with them. same with old online friends, then we'll fight and they never forgive me again. it makes me feel alone and like no one is there for you. then again, i daydream my whole life away and my sleep suffers because of it, but god bless you and i hope you know that i care about you, even if im just a stranger.
holying
I FINALLY CAME OUT TO MY MOM YESTERDAY!
she is very accepting and said she was so proud of me for telling her and that i’ll always be ‘her joni’ hehe. i’m so happy :)