I‘m sorry for the lack of updates. As some of my mutuals know I have type 1 diabetes and it’s been a rough few weeks…Christmas and winter time in general I have always dreaded due to the sugary sweets, the Christmas markets and everything else, because it tempts me. While I am lucky to be in Germany with great health care I never seem to get it right with dosing the right amount and taking insulin…I just feel horrible afterwards… in times of discomfort I usually turn to writing and it has always helped me but I couldn’t even get myself to do it as of lately. I’m exhausted and the worst part is that I can’t see the end in sight any time soon. More weeks of „oh you’re so skinny you can’t be a diabetic“ „oh can you even eat that“ and „oh how dare you inject some horrible things into your body right here in this restaurant— you should be ashamed! Don’t you have any decency!!“ sigh… I don’t know if I want to shout , cry or need a 24h nap