hijiok

TW: SUICIDE ATTEMPT hi everyone! wow it feels so nice to finally be able to say that i think i owe all of you lovely people an explanation. back in late may, i attempted to take my own life. this was not my first time, but it was one of my worst attempts yet. i was able and lucky enough to get help through a mental institution. i am now home and feeling better than ever. thank you all so much for your sweet messages and comments, they mean the WORLD to me!!  you may be wondering what happened to my story "Quarantine". unfortunately, right before my attempt, i decided to delete the story. i felt like i just wanted to disappear without leaving a trace. i feel so guilty and sad for leaving you all with no explanation. and i wish that i could take it all back. believe me, if i could, i would. and i'm sorry to disappoint all of you beautiful people out there, but no, i will not be writing again. i am applying to college right now and am moving on to bigger and better things in life. i hope that you all understand and know that i love each and everyone of you. this platform has allowed me to meet so many new, refreshing, ethereal, good-hearted,  considerate, and graceful people that bring me the purest of joy.  i will and do miss you all so much and i love you. i love you. i love you. i love you!
          	sincerely,
          	an old friend

hijiok

TW: SUICIDE ATTEMPT hi everyone! wow it feels so nice to finally be able to say that i think i owe all of you lovely people an explanation. back in late may, i attempted to take my own life. this was not my first time, but it was one of my worst attempts yet. i was able and lucky enough to get help through a mental institution. i am now home and feeling better than ever. thank you all so much for your sweet messages and comments, they mean the WORLD to me!!  you may be wondering what happened to my story "Quarantine". unfortunately, right before my attempt, i decided to delete the story. i felt like i just wanted to disappear without leaving a trace. i feel so guilty and sad for leaving you all with no explanation. and i wish that i could take it all back. believe me, if i could, i would. and i'm sorry to disappoint all of you beautiful people out there, but no, i will not be writing again. i am applying to college right now and am moving on to bigger and better things in life. i hope that you all understand and know that i love each and everyone of you. this platform has allowed me to meet so many new, refreshing, ethereal, good-hearted,  considerate, and graceful people that bring me the purest of joy.  i will and do miss you all so much and i love you. i love you. i love you. i love you!
          sincerely,
          an old friend

slut44autumn

i love u so much im so happy youre alive and safe and in a different head space <3
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hijiok

@polybiohh16 omg i love you so much! ur the sweetest person ever <33
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hijiok

@polybiohh16 hi!! thank u bubbs<3
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mattias_toothgap

hey, i miss reading your books bubba. hope your doing well, we are always here <33

mattias_toothgap

@polybiohh16 same, i cant find it anywhere
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mattias_toothgap

@polybiohh16 yeah im pretty sure it was 
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hijiok

hi everyone!thank thank you for all of the support and sweet comments, i could not thank each of u enough! i am doing much better mentally now but i am still stressed about school but.... i decided that i will start writing again after my last AP exam which is on May 20th! i’m so excited to start writing again bc i missed u all so much! remember that u are loved and matter!

trevaniii

we missed you <3 i hope everything with your AP exam goes perfect 
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toiletrry

@hijiok im glad you are feeling better and back. cant wait for you to start writing again <3
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Muah34

Yay! im so excited for you to update. Im glad that your back and feeling better
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