hesitvntjoshler

you know what, nevermind.
          	
          	im gonna keep the fanfic part of my life in 2016 and i really want it to stay there. therefore i unpublished my last fic that was up, blasphemy, aswell.
          	
          	thank you for reading my fics and supporting me and everything. thanks to this app i met some friends and i cant be more blessed with them in my life rn. but my time here is done, for real now.
          	
          	i will not return to this acc anymore, im sorry. i did what i thought was right for me to do, the unpublishing part. just wasnt comfortable anymore with the fact that there was written stuff of me up, and i hope you can respect/understand my decision to unpublish everything.
          	
          	till another time. goodbye, i guess.
          	
          	- charlotte

joooooseph

@ hesitvntjoshler  i was just about to finish it i was at the part where they would kiss I'm crying please don't please tell me what will happen ughh
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hesitvntjoshler

you know what, nevermind.
          
          im gonna keep the fanfic part of my life in 2016 and i really want it to stay there. therefore i unpublished my last fic that was up, blasphemy, aswell.
          
          thank you for reading my fics and supporting me and everything. thanks to this app i met some friends and i cant be more blessed with them in my life rn. but my time here is done, for real now.
          
          i will not return to this acc anymore, im sorry. i did what i thought was right for me to do, the unpublishing part. just wasnt comfortable anymore with the fact that there was written stuff of me up, and i hope you can respect/understand my decision to unpublish everything.
          
          till another time. goodbye, i guess.
          
          - charlotte

joooooseph

@ hesitvntjoshler  i was just about to finish it i was at the part where they would kiss I'm crying please don't please tell me what will happen ughh
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hesitvntjoshler

ive mentioned it before so im basically only repeating myself rn. but im going to be inactive on here, permanently this time.
          
          if im honest. ever since i deleted the app, i kinda stopped shipping joshler and frerard? and that were the only ships i felt sorta "comfortable" to write about, so yeah. i never shipped them romantically irl tho, but now i dont ship them fictionally either. so writing about an "otp" that i dont ship anymore would be a bit weird for me, i guess.
          
          fanfic was quite a part of me for at least about a year, so i cant just delete this user (although i lowkey want to but idk where to save everything). but, i did unpublish almost all stories except for blasphemy, since everything is pretty much cringe in my opinion and i dont want stuff to be public in case anyone finds out about the fact that i used to write. oops.
          
          anyway, gonna stop talking now.
          i can never thank any of you enough, for supporting and reading and voting and commenting on my fics. this really was (and still is) a nice place. but oh well.
          
          have a good one. i'll see you somewhere later, i guess?
          
          - charlotte
          
          
          
          (you can find me on IG as @/joshlerstrash, but pls dont comment ficrelated stuff there because people i know irl follow me lmao)

aileenlovescoffee

I love your stories, and I generally miss you as an author. But I understand. I at some point did stop writing stories in this website called quotev, because of lack of inspiration and pressure. Not saying this because I'm trying to get you to come back or because I want to seem relatable. Just reasons
          
          Xoxo, 
          
          A reader you don't know 

hesitvntjoshler

@Aileenisweird im considering things but im not sure what i want to do. but thank you, though. x
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hesitvntjoshler

i hope you all are doing okay.
          
          ill see you around, sometime, somehow.
          
          you are loved and cared about.
          
          drink some water, take your meds if needed.
          take care.
          
          
          this is my (maybe temporary but i think permanent) "goodbye" to wattpad.
          
          
          good morning / afternoon / night |-/
          - charlotte

isleoftheflightless

@hesitvntjoshler you will be missed by everyone and god do I hope that your goodbye is temporary.
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isleoftheflightless

@hesitvntjoshler I'm crying. Like I'm harshly sobbing cause I'll miss you.
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