◾herbie◾

a ninth grader in our school just got aids. DONT HAVE UPROTECTED SEX CUZ LIKW WTF 

this is going to be my diary now huneys. get ready

my friends got caught consuming liquor and things have been whoo lately. anyways gotta sstudy byeeee

hii! and ohmygod. yesterday turned out to be such bs. over december, my crush had told me that he'd broken up with his girlfriend, and obviously i was not so sure about it. so i sent the screenshot of him admitting that yes he's broken up to someone i thought was a close friend of mine. and it wasnt even to get it confirmed or something else, but plainly because i wanted to share the news with her. now, almost a month later, those screenshots are out to all of his friends, and some people he wasnt planning on telling. now, i had deleted that screenshot immediately from my gallery after sending her, because i was sceptical about my mum reading it, so there's actually no possibility that i sent it to someone other than her. and obviously she's like, "OMG I DIDNT ISTG" and all that stuff, and the thing is id kind of stopped talking to her in mid jan because of somethings that happened, and its crazy that she does something like this out of bitterness. like, my crush is also her friend, and why are you pulling that guy and his ex into all this drama? now, everything's been cleared out with my crush, and i even talked to his bsf which accidentally led to him knowing about my crush and he made me realise that its not a big deal and that my crush wont be angry. so far, my crush and i are still on good terms, but ik that deep down he's probably not going to tell me anything ever again, and that's okay because i also know that i should never have shared our private conversation, i just didnt know that it was dangerous to even share it with someone you considered your closest friend, with whom you've been for over four years, and it sucks so much and like ew.
          
          hoping that yall dont ever get caught up in such bs. muah  
          herbie

writing here after - i guess - a month or two. and things have been changing. i scroll down and the convos from two years ago are somehow still so fresh in my mind that i can't still settle with the fact that everything has changed so much. 
          i don't think i'll be writing anytime soon. it's nothing related to my health, but rather the condition of wattpad now. everything seems so dead, and there's absolutely no hype for anything. 
          people are just not interacting much and i guess a part of it lies with the reason that we've all grown now (eurgh). so i won't be writing, not on this site. maybe someday i'll continue, when i realise that it's good. till then, i've decided to make this account a sort of journal. 
          so maybe someday if someone stumbles across this account, theyll prolly get some tea ☕️ to read. some weird things and jokes. 
          i absolutely despise the stage of my life where i am right now - where i've got control over my decisions but it's so limited and restricted that it doesnt even seem that there's any of my choice in it, and i hate how mature i sound rn. 
          i've always kind of said that people grow in months and not years. because two months ago i had full fledged plans to make my story go hit on wattpad but realising the state of inactiveness, i decided that it wasn't a good idea. these 20's will probably not be a much reminiscent time in the future, as far as i am allowed to think. 
          so, to all the people (if there are any), get ready. to be happy again. to make 2024 2014's part two. wild fanfiction and stuff. francischo lachowski and selena gomez on all the covers. the story's title being incomplete without "bad boy" or "nerd" or "good girl" because - honestly, who are we kidding? it was the best time.
          
          with somehow even more mature-r thoughts that'd baffle all the philosophers,
          herbie. 
          love you all lovelies <3

heyy lovelies! 
          intrude just got updated! it's a long, nice one, so i hope you enjoy. as for mister daire downstairs, it'll be updated in a day or two. a very happy festive season to everyone! 
          in personal news, i started reading 'The Untamed', and while i'm having a bit trouble grasping the names, i'm loving it quite a lot! also who all clowned for taylor swift to announce reputation tv?

hey lovelies! just so you know, both MISTER DAIRE DOWNSTAIRS and INTRUDE got updated! 
          i went a little hazy with the updating, thus the delay, but i promise the chapters are worth it! be sure to show your love!
          thank you <3

Hey guys! Mister Daire Downstairs - Prologue PART II just got up! do read and let me know your thoughts. And in other news, do show love to Intrude, whose second update is soon to come!

alr babies, taking down "Clover's Captures" for good. It was one of the first stories I'd planned to write, keyword = planned. 
          
          In other exciting news, Mister Daire Downstairs is officially completed in my drafts, and will start updating from 29th of October, and will have biweekly updates.
          
          Aaand Intrude will have it's first update on the 31st of October! (even tho it's got nothing to actually do with halloween)
          
          Looking forward to see y'all! 
          
          herbie <3

Can I get the results of Nebula awards by 20th?