Dixie Neil

I love food I have a very bad cutting and burning problem. I have a hell of a lot of daddy issues my mom was in prison and I had to grow up at the age of 9.

I was raped a couple of months ago my therapist told me to talk about it but  I haven't found the right person to talk to about it. 

I was engaged then we broke up because of my piece of shit real dad. His name is Kyle he is in a band and is 3 years older than me....I want to have five kids I know that's crazy!!!!!!
Their names would be Evanescence, Kym,  Jakob, Alex, and Jasper.

At school I am labeled as the emo kid and I get called names a lot at school and at home.  My older brother used to hurt me everyday. I have four brothers Garruk he is 3, Zander is 7, Dominick  is 13, and Steven and he is 18. 

I'm  Dixie Sue Ann McKenzie Neil I am 16 years old and pan sexual I am originally a red head but I like to dye it I'm around '5'4  my eyes turn different colors and I LOVE MUSIC..........

I listen to everything but jazz and rap I am inlove with Green Day and Bullet for my Valentine .........I am a band geek.

I will write some books soon they will be true stories I have a lot of different accounts so the books you see will be also on this account. Please don't think I stole them or made them up  because I will freak the fuck out if you do.......

I hate food most I just want to be perfect........but the voices in my head say never....

I smoke and drink a lot to try to numb the pain but it always comes back... 

SINGLE or TAKEN ------ SINGLE 
MOOD---- Depressed
Hungry---- NEVER
SUICIDAL------ VERY
I'm under weight but still think I'm fat
  
                     OMFG BATMAN !!!!!!!