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the funny thing is how humans contradict themselves every single second of the day. you have what you want, and yet you don't. you have your cake, and yet you can't eat it. never ask me why i hate socializing, the reasons are boundless.

lost my map to happiness.

lose my mind // be alright // adore  // let go // a place we knew //
          	  half a man // 7 minutes // chemicals // need you now // stay awake //
          	  for the last time // fallin' all in you // treat you better // running low // 
          	  because i had you // perfectly wrong // strings // weight // lights on //
          	  when you're ready // best part // get you // who hurt you // blessed //
          	  japanese denim // freudian // neu roses // transform // i was all over her //
          	  i don't want to ask your father for anything // the search // no excuses //
          	  if you want love // why // green lights // destiny // when i grow up //
          	  lie // 3 a.m. // how could you leave us // paid my dues // hate myself //
          	  therapy session // remember this // you're special // mansion // intro lll //