harry_potter16789063

Heyy
          So I'm texting you over this because you can't delete messages over the DM chat and I'm scared my parents will want to read my DMs one day when they check my Wattpad, and I don't want to have to delete our whole chat
          The reason for that is that I created an instagram account (without my parents' permission ahem) and I tried to text you over Instagram but got a text that said "y/n can't receive your message, they do not allow new messages to be sent to them" so I decided to tell you over here of my new Insta (unless you wouldn't want to talk to me... idk)

Omg ive barely been here on wattpad for a long time, ive been on ao3 reading (reading A LOT of destiel fanfics hahahah, rn i am re-reading Ninety One Whiskey for some reason )
          
          So heres how my week has been:
          
          I bought another destiel fic books!!! I bought it of Lulu (got the link from the author) (i already have 5 destiel fic books in my bookshelf) and this time i bought one of my fav fics called "satin and sawdust" on Ao3 (a destiel au fic) (cant wait to get it!!!!)
          
          I won a destiel fic book in a giveaway on Twitter!!!! Its called "patient Love" (also a destiel fic book) i got so happy! And im so excited for it to get here!!
          
          I won a 50 pack of supernatural stickers on twitter too!! The stickers look amazing!!! Shes shipping them to me on monday :D
          
          And i just registered in Gish book bash!! (I dont know what a book bash is but i am excited!) And i also got invited to a GISH team! :D (look up GISH on Twitter or insta if youre curious) (GISH is hosted by Misha Collins! (My fav human on earth )
          
          Someone i barely know at all and been friends with on insta for just about a week confessed his love for me and asked me to be his girlfriend????? (I told him i didnt want to be his girlfriend and im not in love w him.) (Were still friends) (and he still tells me from time to time that im his angel and he loves me....) 
          
          And rn im watching/listening to a Supernatural Fandom panel on zoom!! Rn were on the last panel, the "author panel" (My fav panel was the art one tho!!!) ( MoreProfoundCon on twitter)
          
          My teacher added me on snapchat ✨✨ 
          
          Then she asked me if i had insta. I said yes. She asked what my acc name was. I told her. AND NOW MY TEACHER FOLLOWS MY INSTA  why whY did i tell her that, awkward that shes following me on insta (luna_malf0yy)
          
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Happy new years by the way 
          
          Okay but my dad and little sister was gonna go outside somewhere and fire some fireworks with my dads friend Christian and his kid Hugo.
          
          Hugo and i used to be best friends and we were with eachother 24/7 a couple of years ago (3 years ago or idk). And then idk what happend we just stopped hanging out
          
          And i was inside in my room cause i was too tired to get myself out of my bed and i was to scared to go see Hugo. (I havent been with anyone besides my family this whole year) (and i dont have any friends irl and my social skills sucks) so i was too scared to go outside and see him, and talk to him and so. And too tired. 
          So i just stayed inside. But after a while i just put on my jacket and went outside. 
          I know where they went so i started walking there (I was a little unsure but i swear i heard my dads voice so i went there) but they werent there.
           It was a group of other people
          And me being me, i didnt turn around and started walking back home, no i kept going and took a longer way back Home cause i was too embarrassed that i went the wrong way. 
          
          So i just went home cause i gave up on finding them
          And when i came home my dad and sister were there (Christian and Hugo har gone home) and my dad was like "you were outside? Were you looking for us?" "You shouldve said something" 
          
          And i was too embarrassed to say that i went outside looking for them so i just said no, and that i just went outside to take some air 
          
          I wanted to meet Hugo so badly. Its been maybe 3 years since i last saw him. And i miss him so much and hanging out with him. But me being me, im too scared. Too scared to go talk to people, too awkward and scared to hang out with people.
          
          So here i am in my room again, disappointed in myself that i didnt go outside with them in the first place.
           
          Well i hope you guys had a better new years

Yesterday i kinda had a near death experience lmao (dramatic much?)  
          
          So four days ago me and my sister were doing random quizzes cuz we were bored. And we did one quiz that said if we answered some question it would tell us how we were gonna die lmao, so we did it.
          
          And i got that i was gonna die in 3 days. And my cause of death would be that i choked on something hahah.
          
          And yesterday it had been 3 days since we did that quiz, so me and my sister were joking about it.
           And when we were going to sleep last night, (she slept on a mattres in my room) (and my brother and other sister too)
           and i drank some water and they made me laugh (they were supposed to be asleep so i tried to be quiet) 
          
          And when i laughed i swallowed the water wrong or i choked on the water or whatever its called lmao 
          (yk when you swallow water and it goes down the wrong pipe or idk what its called im not good at english lol)
          
          And i couldnt get any air, i couldnt breath at all. So i sat there coughing and choking for a about more than 1 minute and i literally thought this is how i die cuz i nearly passed out of the lack of air LMAO
          (Im fine now lmao i can breath)
          
          And then after that me and my sister joked about that quiz answer after my little near death experience HAHA we were like " the quiz was right hahahah" "HAHAHA"  "that means im also going to die today, i got the same answer as you" 
          
          
          
          Okay i just thought id share that lol 
          Yeah idk lmao
          

Heyy ik this is random but I saw ur comment in a hp drarry fanfic and went to your profile, u seem like a nice person to maybe vibe with and I wanted to know if you had insta?