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/   loving my new drop layout yeeewo. 

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/  i love writing and getting creative 
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/  thank you God for existing 
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ophthalmology

⠀     ᅠ⋆  the  bitter  irony  was  not  lost  on  her.  they  were  two  broken  humans,  or  at  least  that  was  what  her  pain  molded  her  into  believing.  nameless  knew  she  carried  scars  and  wounds  beyond  the  capability  of  healing.  but  God  did  exist,  and  he  had  shown  his  face  in  a  way  she  had  never  expected.
          
          the  cold,  heavy  sound  of  his  voice  hardly  made  her  flinch  (  ..  ) she  had  learned  long  ago  not  to  react  to  sudden  noise  but  the  pain  in  it.  oh,  the  taste  of  sullen,  carved  grief  lingered  like  sorrow  on  a  meadow  hill.  two  broken  people,  she  thought.  her  left  forefinger  dragged  against  his  back  again,  writing  harder  this  time,  each  letter  etched  with  urgency.  her  fingertip  pressed  into  the  rain‑soaked  wool,  and  though  she  made  no  sound,  her  voice  thundered  in  the  way  his  head  tilted,  the  way  his  shoulders  stiffened.  ⋆
          
          ⠀     ᅠ“wulf.  should  be  your  name.  you  look  like  the  white  wolf,  hungry,  yet  broken,  hungry  yet  hurt.”
          
          ⠀     ⋆  nameless  spoke  with  her  mind.  but  the  way  he  spoke  her  name  did  three  things  at  once.  fear.  rejection.  then  a  shiver  that  crawled  down  her  spine.  she  remembered  the  day  he  returned  after  nearly  a  month,  relishing  her  answers  to  the  prolonged  silence,  answers  she  had  sought  in  desperation.  but  never  had  she  imagined  herself  with  a  new  identity.  the  cold  rain  made  her  skin  prickle  uncomfortably.  she  hated  water.  it  felt  too  soft  against  her  skin,  too  human.  she  preferred  “nameless,”  which  meant  “without  name,”  a  bitter  truth  that  matched  her  hollowed  sense  of  self.  couldn’t  he  call  her  nameless  like  everyone  else? ⋆

ophthalmology

⠀⠀     ᅠ⋆  a  shudder  ran  through  her  at  the  coldness  in  his  voice.  nameless’s  lips  pressed  together,  the  sting  of  rejection  settling  sharp  against  her  skin.  her  eyes  dropped  to  his  hand  wrapped  around  hers,  and  for  a  moment  she  wondered  how  someone  could  be  both  cruel  and  kind  in  the  same  breath.  if  she  showed  him  softness  now,  would  he  think  she  pitied  him?  she  couldn’t  tell.
            
            her  gaze  lifted  back  to  his,  but  holding  it  became  harder  the  longer  she  tried.  his  right  eye  was  a  bright  jade,  deep  and  endless  like  the  ocean’s  darkest  drop.  his  left  was  storm‑grey,  shadowed  by  the  scar  beneath  it,  as  if  he  carried  the  weight  of  a  world  that  could  drown  you  if  you  weren’t  careful.  and  still,  there  was  something  in  him  that  pulled  her  closer,  something  dark  and  magnetic  she  couldn’t  look  away  from.
            
            ⠀     ᅠdespite  the  ache  in  her  legs,  she  straightened  her  spine  and  stepped  toward  him.  she  couldn’t  leave.  not  like  this.  so  she  shook  her  head,  a  pale,  stubborn  refusal  crossing  her  face.  ⋆
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⠀ ⠀﹟  THE REAPER’S JAW GRITTED AT THE INCREDULOUS THUD OF AN INCISIVE BEAT. RAINWATER WASN’T AS GLORIOUS AS IT SEEMED, MERELY TINKLING DROPLETS THAT SOAKED HIM TO THE BONE, and the lush scenery, turned by the weight of the darkening clouds, became entirely too depressive. he couldn’t ignore the incisive press of her fingers curling hard into his back, and each dent left a cold trail of water, slipping past the waistband of his suit pants. it was a mercy he didn’t turn immediately to glare into those glacial, earth brown orbs. he wanted to be around no one, nor in the dire company of cecilia.
            
            ⠀⠀    rurik turned slowly, forcing himself to breathe out, though the air caught faintly in his throat. the umbrella barely contained his large form, rain striking against its surface in uneven percussion, and he lowered his gaze to her feet instead of her face. for a fleeting second, his hand almost moved to remove hers from his back, yet he let it remain.⠀  she stood on her tiptoes, yet twas barely enough to close the gap between them in height. he took her umbrella, letting his fingers curl tightly around hers, and hardened his gaze, though something in it flickered before settling cold.⠀⠀
            
            ⠀⠀     “tell cecilia to take you back. i am in no mood to babysit nor play house. leave, and don’t look back.”
            
            ⠀ ⠀ ⠀⠀ ⠀ @ophthalmology.
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ophthalmology

⠀     ⋆ yet,  part  of  her  had  seen  he  was  not  like  everyone  else.  her  arm  began  to  tire,  muscles  trembling  from  the  strain.  her  throat  ached,  stitches  pulling  from  the  base  of  her  neck  to  the  suprasternal  notch.  cold  air  stung  the  healing  skin.  she  wanted  to  speak,  to  use  her  vocal  cords,  but  the  ache  of  being  mute  made  her  feel  miserable,  small,  trapped  in  silence.
            
            she  poked  his  back.  once,  then  twice.  a  signal.  hunger.  need.  the  simplest  language  she  had.  her  thumb  traced  another  letter,  forming  word  after  word  against  his  jacket.  ⋆
            
            ⠀     “nameless,  only.  my  legs  are  tired,  wulf,  i  am  hungry.  can  we  go.  mrs.  hawks  is  waiting  in  the  car.  please.”
            
            /  cc  :c
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-L0st_SaN1ty-

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-L0st_SaN1ty-

Nothing of such sort happened pfftt
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-L0st_SaN1ty-

* ignores * 
            What pass out :0?
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-L0st_SaN1ty-

Your job sounds like the literal definition of 24/7, like it's just always there, so annoying ong
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ophthalmology

 ⠀     ᅠ⋆  explosion,
          
          ⠀     ᅠshe  stood  just  behind  him,  one  hand  twisted  into  the  back  of  his  suit  jacket,  knuckles  blanching  with  strain.  nameless  watched  from  the  deck  as  the  sea  heaved  violently,  swallowing  the  shattered  wreck  of  the  other  ship  whole,  splintered  wood  and  smoke  vanishing  beneath  churning  black water.  nothing  remained  but  drifting  debris  and  the  hiss  of  steam.
          
          ⠀     she  tugged  at  him,  urgency  sharpening  her  breath,  urging  him  below  deck  so  she  could  see  to  his  injuries.  the  scent  of  sweat  and  thick  blood  clung  to  him,  heavy  and  unmistakable.  when  he  refused  to  move,  rigid  as  stone,  she  tightened  her  grip  and  pulled  harder,  guiding  him  across  the  slick  boards  of  the  open  deck  toward  somewhere  shielded  from  the  chaos.  ᅠmarine  soldiers  stood  scattered  along  the  railings,  their  eyes  fixed  on  her  with  open  scrutiny.  she  felt  the  weight  of  their  stares  press  into  her  spine,  but  she  did  not  falter,  nor  loosen  her  hold,  or  cower  in  fear. ⋆