Hana

i'm scared of nothing. 
that is wildly different and exactly the same as 'not being scared of anything' 
anything you see, isn't nearly as terrifying as 'nothing'

nothing.

blank.

empty.

absence,

that is nothing,
and that is terrifying.

like walking into an empty room you could've swore you heard voices in. 
or a blank page at the start of an essay.

not knowing is my problem.

i want to know so much that i don't know what to start knowing first and so i know 
n o t h i n g. 
nothing. 
the dark screen at the end of a movie.

the dark screen at the end of the universe.

the dark screen inside your eyelids with only thoughts to light them.

rooms with nothing in them echo the drop of a pin and amplify it around stadiums. 
a thousand pin drops echo around my head every second that i'm not cramming it with new information. 
filling with the opposite of nothing so that the echoes aren't so deafening