Jamie

i hate her

wazzup guysss, schools almost over, fuckk
          i dont like it but i miss it when im not in it
          but my 0.6 gpa is honestly funny

okay little emo moment here
          tw for uhh like self deprication ig
          dude ive just realized that no one really likes me and im lowkey annoying af
          dude the only thing i have going for me is my body, but i dress like shit and i dont shower enough, and my face is too gross to make up for it like ughh
          and my body is barely hanging on, like its all i have and i cant keep it up that well

lol omw to go stalk her tiktok
          anybody that wants to join me in judging her, pm me and ill give u both of her tiktoks

dude i have to essentially spend 6 hours with this girl that i fucking hate, and also my not bf but like im in love with him lol (the two used to date) god this is going to be so fucking awkward, ughhhhhhhhhhh
          fuck thisss
          god dude its gonna be so awkward bc shes gonna glare at me, im gonna ignore her, and hes gonna ignore both of us but god knows shes gonna go fucking talk to him, hes not gonna tell her to fuck off, so im just gonna be fucking lonely and angry the whole time

I just recently got put on Prozac (antidepressant) but I’m so fucking done with it and I’m gonna stop taking that shit

Talk do I have bpd?

Villan arc?
          should I?
          i know that only one guy left me, and hes not even fully gone, and it was never going to last for that long to be honest, but idk what to do now
          I wanted everything man, fucking everything
          but thats all gone now
          he didnt want me so now i dont know what to do
          fuck. 
          im gonna go into my villan arc pretty soon here if he dosent text me back

That sleepover I had the other night was like lowkey the most teenage coming of age movie thingy ever, at a certain point I was in a shopping cart

Hung out with my friend yesterday yay that was fun I was low key depressed but we had a lot of fun tbh