― 𝙰.

            i tried to or   — god   ,   i wanted to   .   you   KNOW   how much you mean to me   ,   you’re my other half   .   i wasn’t allowed to   ,   even if i wanted to   .   i know my words won’t apologise for it but please try to understand   .   *   he deflates with that   ,   his big speech   .   he hadn’t expected a welcome party or even   …   god   ,   he hadn’t expected anything that positive but this   ?   perhaps this was unfair   .   how dependant had they become on each other that this was hard   ?   *
            
            /   u are just a masochist and want to ruin our only happy couple

@absinthius  *  six months, koa? that’s—  [  a huff, blinking tears away, eyes trained on the chipped paint on the wall. her recent doing. ]  you didn’t call. you /never/ called. 
            
            /  but 

i’m sorry lex   ,   honey   ,   but i told you it would be a while   ,   that’s what i meant when i said i’ve got more work   .   *   arms come to cross over his chest   ,   tightlipped and upset as he looks away   *
            
            /   they have depth in their happiness 

*   he’s leaning over to gently shove her thigh   ,   koa moving to put the sandwich on the pan   *

@absinthius  *  you’re taking forever.

shut up and let me cook   .

you can warm them up for me   .   i have some soup for dinner but it still needs some time   .

@absinthius  *  your hands are fucking freezing  *  muscles tense beneath his touch, hands coming to his shoulders  *  

oh yeah   .   you know me   ,   love annoying you   .   *   soft grin and he comes to stand in front of her   ,   hands slipping up her shirt   *   

@absinthius  *  *  will do this after wake up

*   he loves watching her beg   ,   watching her desperation grow    .   so he only kisses her now   ,   hand dragging down to push up her skirt again   *

@absinthius  *  please don’t do this to me.

sure you will   .

@absinthius  *  how sweet. i’ll be a better liar next time.

*   he’s laughing   ,   he can’t help himself   .   it’s soft and sweet and it’ll stop shortly so he can lean down to kiss her   *   absolutely i can   .

how would you like to   ?
            
            /   he is god   

@absinthius  *  what if i want to? 
            
            /  ok fine they are extremely healthy bc koa is like godsend or smthn 

i’m absolutely sure darling   .
            
            /   koa doesn’t mind because he knows that she’s stunted and he’s okay with working through it slowly even if that means little to no progress most days . it’s what he committed to and so he never complains about anything , he just wants to make it all easier for her because he knows that she needs it 

love you   .
            
            /   sigh

@absinthius  *  i’m gonna close my eyes. 
            
            / kock..

yes ma’am   .
            
            /   STOP 

i’ll live honey   .

@absinthius  *  let me help.

dumb woman  . 

kiss me   .

@absinthius  *  go. shoo.

ugh   .