So I just needed to say this:
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Yesterday I made it my goal to start waking up at 4 am and I was excited and I did EVERYTHING I even slept at 7!! But today my mom decided to turn ALL my alarms off and wake me up at F*CKING 6 IN THE MORNING !! AND SHE WONDERS WHY I HATE HER? THE AUDACITY!! THE DUMB B*TCH ONLY CARES ABOUT HER SELF LIKE WHAT THE HELL? IT’S SO UNFAIR FOR ME. SHE KEEPS GOING ON AND ON ABOUT MY GRADES, BUT EVEN WHEN I TRY TO DO SOMETHING ABOUT IT SHE’S ALWAYS RIGHT THERE TO TELL ME IM WRONG OR GIVE ME MORE WORK.
SO I GIVE UP! f*ck it. im NEVER exerting an effort again.
~your crying, starving friend who gives up on life,
ez❤️