ace.

Hello dear knight,
          I've been trying to contact you for some time now, and this is my last resort... I am nervous haha.
          
          It's highly unlikely you'll see this... Sadly, there's no other possible way for me to reach out. 2021 is closely reaching its end, and for whatever reason, you crossed my mind. 
          
          I desire having conversation with you again, at least once. A belated christmas wish you could say. Would you grant it in case you see this? Is that childish? Haha. I am curious about your wellbeing. Is life treating you fairly? Mine is treating me generously. You didn’t ask, but I thought you should know haha. 
          
          You're still vivid in my memory. It may have been short, nevertheless our time together was meaningful. It's strange, no? We're practically strangers who met by chance, yet it felt more than that. Now don't misunderstand, I think of you as a good friend only. I still do. Part of the reason is, I'm terrible at letting people go, and if my memory serves me right, you're a delightful company. You're intriguing, engaging, humorous, intelligent and a bit of a bully. Alas, what a failure that was. Don't feel dejected, I'll give you an A for effort and for being cute. 
          
          I miss you, and I wish you a wonderful year ahead. 
          From your king, edward.

a c e

spot on.

dear ace, 
          today i will be telling you about everything. do you know what everything is? i'll spare you the embarrassment and tell you firsthand what it is. my everything is someone i hold dear to my heart. my everything is someone who keeps my world from falling apart into pieces i cannot mend by myself. she is a friend. she is an annoying sibling. she is family. she is an accomplice, a partner in crime, a lover, a soulmate. she is a very unique individual with a crazy personality. she is bold and self sacrificing. she is honest. she is enjoyable. she is trustworthy. she is so many things words cannot easily explain. she is fire. something so hot and dangerous and unpredictable, yet all life is attracted to her beauty. fire is known for destruction, yet i know it to be life. she is also water. she flows elegantly and soothes many. she replenishes. she clings onto our skins, only moving when forced, yet always returning, for we cannot live without her. she is night, a time for the sky to listen to our heart throb stories and cry with us in a dark, gloomy, and comfortable silent parade. a time for our brightest hopes and dreams to make an appearance on a stage where the stars act as spotlights when all society does is reject and refine them. she is day, new and welcoming. offering us refuge in her bright rays, promising a chance at a better tomorrow. she is everything. 
          
          however, i don’t                                                                                                understand the concept of everything. what exactly is everything? are there any clear boundaries for everything? what marks the start of something and the end of everything? whatever it is, i’m willing to bet that it starts with you, ace. thank you for being that everything. 
          
          

Friends like you are a treasure that's hard to find. Stay the way you are and never change a thing about yourself. I was too timid to approach anyone here. Mostly because everyone here looks intimidating and unnecessary perverted (which is moronic considering this is a reading app). But you and your friends were different, and I'm just delighted I didn't fall in the wrong hands. I fell in warm, kind and friendly hands that took good care of me. I sound like a child now, haha. I guess I just came by to say, that I'm thankful for this friendship. Even though we're miles, we still made it work.
          p.s. no this isn't goodbye, lol.

dear ace,
          Since you troubled yourself writing something for me, I will return your kind gesture. 
          Of all the people I met here, I dare say that you're the only person I kept thinking of after taking my leave. I didn't mean leaving unannounced, but I just thought that maybe you wouldn't care? But you proved me wrong. I am a fool for thinking like that. I never believed in the idea of online friends in general, but a reading app changed that. It's funny. How was I blessed with someone such as yourself? I truly have no idea. About the bullying, you never bullied or you tried but failed miserably, haha. Seriously, I would've embraced you in a hug right now, but unfortunately. That's not option. Stay the way you are and don't let anyone change that. Thank you for being such a wonderful friend. 
          I love you and merry christmas <3
          From your king, edward. 

❤️

& I CAN’T CLEAR THOSE BEAUTIFUL MESSAGES OFF MY MB WYS

102919 / 291019 ; + my thread ✨
          
          365 is a lot of days, considering it equals a whole entire year, and on today’s day of the year, WE CAN SAY WE’VE KNOWN EACH OTHER FOR A YEARRRR! 
          take my reply to your paragraphs plus my own original appreciation words : 
          
          i like raw ace ( i like all of you, really ) all of those messages were really nice and heartwarming; i’m screenshotting them and keeping them always. you probably won’t deny that they were really nice and heartwarming, so i don’t have to worry about that -w-
          
          i actually DO remember that day in the group chat! i haven’t forgotten about it, but i actually didn’t realize it was so early in our time together ( and that it was a day after the gc was created ) until i went and looked at our old messages in that group chat yesterday because nostalgia, y’know? so here’s a promise for you to keep with you forever: i’ll never be scared off, and i’ll never run away. i’ll stay with you always, forever by your side, unless someday you decide that’s not what you want anymore. and hey, you’re not wrong when you say i’m not good with words - but i’d say when it comes to people, i can be great with words c; ...just not good with words on anything else usually - 

g’night ! ♥️♥️