floricidalLOTUS

Just realized how much my writing style had changed over time. Especially in pace, tone, and chapter length. The first 30 chapters or so are kind of crappy XD
          	It’s fun polishing them up, I feel like I’ve grown in my articulation and writing skills and it’s rewarding seeing the difference and rectifying it. However this process may take a little longer then I had anticipated. 
          	“I’d like to have it done in a week or so” —okay babe you were running on adderall, a singular granola bar, three hours sleep and one too many monster energy drinks. At the time I felt I could fight god. 
          	But maybe editing 99 chapters (can you believe I’ve wrote that many chapters- each chapter 3k + words) and having to basically complete rewrite 1/2 of the first section was a tinyyyyy bit unrealistic.
          	Anyways it’s 4am, I’m rambling, I don’t even know if I’m making sense at this point. Will be deleting later just wanted to give a quick lil’ update.
          	Stay safe, stay beautiful, and for god sakes drink some f-ing water. ♥︎♥︎♥︎

ineedhelp984

How long till the next update please. I don’t mean to rush you I’m just a desperate girl❤️❤️

ineedhelp984

Thank you sm❤️❤️ don’t push yourself to hard!
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floricidalLOTUS

Lol it’s okay I feel ya love, Imma have the next two chapters out by tomorrow, the first half of the section ‘dopamine’ is just taking a little longer because my writing style has changed a bit, and each of the first chapters are only like 2k words when the chapters in ‘serotonin’ are 3.5-4K so I’m trying to make the length more uniform by writing more. I read back on the first 30 chapters or so and I’m like— wow this is crap lmao
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