aesthetically pathetic

Um hi! I know this sounds creepy or like a stalker vibes but i saw your comment in one of yeonbin ff's that i'm reading and have stalk you i have read some of your posted message on your message board about being ignored and so on but to make dis message short just wanna say i hope your ok :) and also don't give up and don't let some sadness eat you ok? I know that's hard to do but remember dude everything happens for a reason maybe in the future you will get the love and appreciation that you deserve that's all *hugs* 
          
          -Stranger 

I hate everything

Almost 3 days since i have eaten anything and i feel fking pathetic

The only people that are keeping me hopeful, feel safe and loved are BTS and i am trying so hard to not give up

Fking stupid life

My parents always fight with me. I just hate them. My brother fights too even though he is younger than me. I am so tired of crying but today i seriously couldn't stop my tears instead of asking me she asked my bro to open the windows and doors so that our neighbours could also listen how my parents are making me unhappy. I really don't know what to do. I am just waiting for going to college soon but that's difficult too cause we can't afford. I just want to die but i am a coward 

Okayy so I don't have a room neither a bed ofc. And i feel sleepy but I can't sleep in living room cause my family are eating and my mom is in the kitchen and it is so fking noisy. I feel like crying. I have to wake up early well i try to cause i sleep in living room so idk few neighbours come at our house and yeah. I have exams in a week and I really don't know where to study. It sounds like an excuse ofc it is cause if i really had to study then i wouldn't make this stupid excuses. But it's so noisy in the house in the day and I can't study in living room at night cause my bro sleeps there too so it will disturb him. So yeah. fk my life 

Welp no they replied but I am so awkward fk my life

Well ignored. Nothing new:)

Olay stupid but i just msged an army cause i saw a few msgs on their board and I'm worried but I have very bad anxiety and I really don't msg or talk to anyone so I'm freaking out. I really hope they'll reply cause i just know I'll cry if they didn't. WHY AM I SO PATHETIC.(*_*)