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amma , ammala kiane athatama mihi pita inna deivaru , ada mage amma mage hina venuwen eyagema akkatath banna , mokada loku ammai , nada aiyyai , mage hina walata mula idalama akul helapu ekai samachal karapu ekai kare , eyala mn diyunu wenawata asai habi mage hina margayen nemai ,dawas deka kata kalin eyala kiapu deyak nisa mn godak manasikawa watila hitiye , mage amma mula idalama mata support unat , thamange adare karana aya arehema kiana kota mona kellata duka hithene nathe , eth ada mage amma mn wenuwen nagi sitiye , eya kiuwa mage lamayage hinawalata mn udaw karane mage sali walin , anika mn dewal karange mage lamaya wenuwen , mn wena kawru wenuwen karannada , ................thank you eomma , ada godak kalakata passe mata jiwath wenawa wage danenawa , mokada mn danawa mage manika math eka kiala ,

I don't know what language you use but there is no fault in following you

hmm....ada godak kalekata pase ekenek wa mathak una ,e kawda kiala dannawada mage first love eka , evage danatath mn adare karana ekena , naha mata boyfriend kenek naha , mn me kianne mage one side love eka gana , iskole grade 11 ekedi mn wage anti romantic kellek ge adare dina gatha ekama kolla , evagema mage green flag eka , 
          
          oyala hithanawa athi ai mata eyawa eka parata mathak une kiala , evagema oyala hithanawa athi neda eka pata mathak une kolla wena kellek eka set welawath da ? ehema nathnam propose karalawath da ,
          
          eh ekak wath nemai , eya me loken samu ara genama danata masa ganak wenawa , dan raa 11:59 , tikak withara hithala , calm raa k , meeta awrudhu 2 kata kalin hariyatama wage lasana raa wal wala mulu rama api message gahuwa , eka eka wikara kiawa kiawa , eyage hama message ekak ganama mata athi une adarayak , mokada eya e tharamata hoda kollek , 
          
          adare koi tharam wenas da
          samahara adara katha thiyenawa 
          eva harima lassani
          habi eva sampurna naha
          moka eh eka parshika adarayak
          
          sampurna wenat kalin iwara una kathawak ,
          ani...mn duken nemai , muladi duka hithuna athi tharam aduwa ,
          eth dan mata eyawa mathak wena sarayak gane munata adenne hinawak
          mokada mn godak yaluwo eka chat karala thiyenawa, habi eya tharam mata danicha kawruth naha , mokada eya thama mage one and only

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i dont know what feelings i have for him , 
          whethere its love
          just empathy ,
          just friendship ,
          or just affection, there was time when i longed for your messages
          nights where we used to talk about all the things via messages 
          if i could time travel could i be more closer to you.
          i dont know about my own feelings 
          but all i know is  you were the only one 
          i felt so passionate about ,
          you were the only one i was impatient
          you were the only one who make me scream in happiness
          whenever i saw you drop a hi ,
          you light up my life
          but i never though you would leave so soon
          from close to we became strangers again
          may be if we continued as strangers this wouldnt have hurt so far
          but the moment i heard you will be leaving soon 
          my heart dropped ,
          when i heard your fragile voice not which were meaned for someone else
          i feel like everything withering
          what is this stigma of life,
          what is this distanation taking me to,
          am i lost in my own path 
          i cant find the right root ,
          why do some stories end like this,
          is this supposed to have such a end
          i dont want you by my side ,
          neither do i want your friendship
          but i wish if i could once hold your hand
          and see you one last time
          and i wish if you could be like before 
          playing around and laughing
          riding that bikes with your friends
          i would then look at shining you from distance
          and then smile.....
          moment i heard it 
          i wanna rush to your side
          but something hold me aside
          my amgdala that prevents me on the spot....

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i wish if i could die

i wanna die