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im alive wow
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heya! some stuff is going on right now in my personal life that will be affecting update times, so if i dont update for a bit im sorry! just how my life is currently.
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@EthanNestorSimp Anytime and I'm sorry that's terrible : ( I hope things work out. If you ever need anyone to talk to or get bored then I'm always here. My stepdad was always abusive and I get how negativity can affect your personal life
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@Xxbittersweet_RoseXx ty! its just my parents being,,, not very nice skdhsjdj, im sure itll blow over soon enough
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@EthanNestorSimp Your well being is more important than anything : ) I hope you are doing okay and that evreything gets sorted out.
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10k reads on the crankiplier book. what the actual fuck guys. i love you all so much hhh
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HELP I NEED NEW FIC IDEAS I WANT TO W R I T E -
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hi i just wanna say that though i do write crankiplier, in real life i do not ship them as more than just good buddies. the mark and ethan in my stories are characters, i dont think of them as the real people. i just cant fully flesh out characters on my own so i typically just write based on people/characters i see and bring my own characterization in from there. the reason i use real people sometimes is simply because i hyperfixate on people and then write about them. that isnt meaning to use my adhd as an excuse its just what ends up happening. if at any point mark and ethan say explicitly to stop writing about them i will, i just write currently because i dont think they mind it? (ethan has posted multiple videos reading fanfiction n im pretty sure he just finds it funny, im not entirely sure about mark because i dont watch him as often but yeah). also, in a lot of my oneshots it can be read as either platonic or romantic, though not in all of them bc haha projection go brr. anyway yeah i just wanted to put this out there bc i realise it could seem wrong that im shipping real people, i wanted to bring my side of the story in because i realise now (goddamnit 2017 jax) that writing about two people who are friends irl fucking is a lil fucked up. n by a lil i mean a lot lmao
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DAN AND PHIL AND ETHAN
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wait 2k reads im gonna cry ily all sm
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the oneshot will not be updated for a while out of respect for ethan aand mikas breakup. i wish them both the best and it will continue at some point in the future. it just feels wrong to write about someone in a relationship with their friend, especially rn as he is most likely hurting.
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@PotatoPip i like to say im respecting their privacy for now, i just hope ethan and mika are doing alright. i dont rlly watch mika tho so i cant say much about her lmao
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@EthanNestorSimp That's perfectly understandable. At least you're respecting their... boundaries (ig you could say )
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Heyo just checking up on you, u okie? <333
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if anyone would like to give me ideas for the oneshot book im all ears as i have extremely bad writers block rn