pearl

im going to post as many nlf chapters as i can over the next couple of days, but i cant promise any evermore chapters. (the rest of this announcement isnt important at all...)
          	
          	as much as i want to, im not editing the nlf chapters because i can barely look at them. the writing is terrible. i know some of you enjoy it or find it somewhat decent, but i honestly cannot read over it and its so frustrating because i went back over the whole story and edited it. it just feels pointless now, it feels like its worse than it previously was. the whole thing is completely turning me off evermore and just writing in general. it really sucks because its summer and i have so much time to write, but now i just dont want to. 
          	
          	hopefully this feeling will pass soon because i usually love writing, its just how i feel about what i write right now is anything but positive. i mean ive been writing about natalie and diana since 2022 and im beginning to question why i tried this writing thing at all. (life is getting serious and pearl has no clue what to do with hers)(i need a job)
          	
          	okay im done yapping because its really not that serious and ill probably be okay tomorrow. have a nice day/night :)