Clair De Lune🌙

Dear, Future P☺
          
          I want you to know that this short letter is from the past. If you get this letter, I know you are doing well now even if you are struggling to find what you really want in life. You are a brave warrior, Future P. The reality may seem tough to you, but you are strong willed. Although no one can see it, but I have seen it in you many times.
          
          I remember that whenever you have bad days, you are crying while wrapped in a blanket. It seems like you are hiding all the pain inside of it. For you, it is your sanctuary to release the pain and to feel comfort. Now, I believe that you have changed. You are not crying anymore inside the blanket. 
          
          Whatever day, date or year you may find yourself in the future, I believe you will be grateful, happy and have someone by your side. Every time you want to cry, you can cry on someone's shoulder. So, I am so very proud of what you have become, and I hope you are too. 
          
          P. S. This is just a short letter, since no words can describe how much I am proud of you as part of your past. 
          
          Sincerely, 
          Your Past

LOVE GOES BEYOND
          
          Throughout the years, we have been seeing different people from different walks of life. Some are begging for someone to love them back, some are waiting for the right person, some are lucky to find love, while some are hopeless. To put this all together, love is a complicated feeling that's been going everywhere.
          
          However, love is an interesting and wonderful thing that we can have in this world. In love, we learn how to value our family, friends, and even loved ones. We appreciate small things and are contented in life since that is how love works. Without love, life on earth would possibly become meaningless. In other words, love is a significant part of who we are as a person and how we interact with those around us. 
          
          At the end, we can say that love is like a treasure. We want more of it for ourselves. It is the source of our own satisfaction or desire. As long as there is love, we feel that everything is worthy enough to fight for and cherish.

Sana gano'n kahumorous yung makakatuluyan ko in real life 

It feels so real. I don't know why you kissed me but I'm just wondering why you did that when the truth is you did not even confess to me in real life? Pero sa totoo lang, natutuwa pa rin ako kasi you're honest with me. Sinabi mo talaga sa panaginip na hindi tayo puwede which is the truth kasi totoo naman talaga na hindi puwede and it will never be. Kasi may anak at asawa ka na. I understand the fact na I'm just a girl na  you will never like because you're already part of someone's world.  

Okay na sana e kaso lang ang daming disturbing scenes saka hindi ako nasisiyahan sa kuwento. Drop ko na ba? Nakakabadtrip na ewan. Ang gusto ko lang do'n si Damon. Naiinis ako sa flow ng story bakit kasi ganon? Too much sex, drinking and smoking☹️ Not good for teens. Di ko kasi nabasa na for adults pala eme. 

Nagandahan lang ako sa nabasa ko kasi kadalasang tinatanong naman talaga natin sa sarili natin is paano mainlove which is mali kasi dapat itanong muna na natin sa sarili natin kung ano ang real love? Paano ito? Kasi mamaya pala infatuation lang pala yon. Yung nagugustuhan lang natin yung isang tao for admiration lang. At hindi pala totoong love yung nararamdaman natin for them. So yung real love pala is your effort. You act in the name of love. You just do even if that someone does not tell you kasi you love him/her. That's the point! Pinapakita natin yung pagmamahal natin sa isang tao because we are the ones who decide what to do. 

          HOPELESS
          
          Akala ko nga ikaw na pero hindi pa pala. Umasa ako kahit konti. Every tatawid ako nung SHS sa kalsada or kapag nakakaramdam ako ng hirap, ikaw na lang iniisip ko tapos nakakatuwa pa nga kasi accidentally kong nakita yung girlfriend mo sa 7 eleven. I like her for you tapos hindi pala siya yung destined para sayo. Now, I know secured na yung future mo kasi meron ka na ulit someone. I'm not disappointed na hindi siya yung sa 7 eleven na nakita ko ba't to tell you the truth I'm expecting na sana siya na lang. Anyhow, pinapalaya na kita. Wag ka nang babalik ha! Eme :D I will never forget my first dance with you. Thank you for that night kasi if hindi mo ako sinayaw, who else will do it for me? Kaya thank you, my sago. Thank you for everything even if it is a short span of time. I'm very grateful that I know you. 

This evening I have watched a psychological horror movie that talks about a girl named Chloe who suspects her mother's behaviour. She thinks that it is not normal so she starts to investigate to find out. When she knows the intentions of her mother, it ultimately leads to how she will escape and have freedom from the abusive situation. As this goes on, I have realized that self reliance and independence is important since standing up for one's self can help us from dangers of those who abuse  power. For instance, Chloe is emotionally and physically dependent on her mother but when she discovers something that is not right, it makes her trust her own instincts and overcome challenges.

Hi Goodmorning! I woke up late this morning because I slept late at night. Saka nagbasa pa ako kahapon then nanuod ng ready or not. It's a good movie actually. Horror movie siya na may lesson which is relevant pa rin talaga yung humanity and values over social status and wealth dahil nga di ba yung buhay napakahalaga at hindi naman din makatarungan kung papatay ka dahil lamang sa pagiging greedy mo. Masyado rin akong nadismaya kasi I expected more from Alex pero anong ginawa niya? He tried to kill his wife. Mas better pa si Daniel kasi si Daniel hindi niya magagawang patayin si Grace because I think he likes her pero may scene din na deceiver siya. Saka hindi naman din pinatay ni Grace yung mga mahahalagang tao sa buhay ni Alex kasi sila unang umatake sa kanya. Also, confusing pa rin kasi akala ko patay na yung mga family members ni Alex pero buhay pa pala. Alam ko kasi pinatay na ni Grace. Anyways, buti na lang at the end of the movie nabuhay pa rin yung bida despite the circumstances. 

Hi! It's good to know that I arrived safely at home yesterday. In fact, there are lots of things that should serve as a lesson for me. First things first, hindi dapat ako maging maarte sa lahat ng bagay at hindi ko dapat ipagsabi sa iba na super ang uncomfy na. One of my friend told me that na dapat kahit nararamdaman ko 'yon dapat wag akong maging transparent. I should act the way they know me para hindi sila magduda or magask what my problem is. Second, hindi ko dapat ipafeel sa kanila na may problema na kasi I will really really ruin someone's mood kapag ganito yung kilos ko. Lastly, I know na I have low tolerance na madali akong mainis sa isang bagay pero dapat lagi kong iisipin na it's not healthy for me and for others as well dahil sila yung dinadamay ko sa pagkairitable ko na hindi naman dapat. Kaya dapat lang na baguhin ko ito otherwise patuloy lamang 'tong magiging aral sa akin pero I don't do anything to become a better person.