epicnonsense

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I’m depressed and in a deep slump
          	
          	I didn’t delete my stories, just simply unpublished since the writing is dated to my style now. Probably not much different, but it still doesn’t feel like me anymore. Maybe I’ll republish eventually. Before It’s Too Late isn’t “dead dead”
          	
          	I’M STILL DRAGGING THROUGH COLLEGE
          	Changed majors, feeling better but still not happy. Being in college for this long is so damn depressing
          	
          	CANT BALANCE SHIT IN MY LIFE
          	My hobbies are nonexistent because I feel so damn tired all of the time. Right now I’m jet lagged since I went to Australia for a month, so that’s one current reason. But depression drains you from having any type of fun when you want to.
          	
          	I wish I can just google the answers to feeling like how I did before I suffered a major anxiety attack back in 2017. I was happy, I was confident, still tired but I still put myself out there more.
          	
          	There’s days where I want to just drop it all and run away. I promised myself in honor of the new decade, I’ll be better about taking care of myself and seek more proper help than I’ve been getting. Help myself get the accommodations I need to be more successful in school. I’m just tired.

epicnonsense

@rissygirl144 thanks girl ❤️ slowly just trying to get it together, being sleep deprived didn’t help but my schedule is almost back on track
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epicnonsense

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I’m depressed and in a deep slump
          
          I didn’t delete my stories, just simply unpublished since the writing is dated to my style now. Probably not much different, but it still doesn’t feel like me anymore. Maybe I’ll republish eventually. Before It’s Too Late isn’t “dead dead”
          
          I’M STILL DRAGGING THROUGH COLLEGE
          Changed majors, feeling better but still not happy. Being in college for this long is so damn depressing
          
          CANT BALANCE SHIT IN MY LIFE
          My hobbies are nonexistent because I feel so damn tired all of the time. Right now I’m jet lagged since I went to Australia for a month, so that’s one current reason. But depression drains you from having any type of fun when you want to.
          
          I wish I can just google the answers to feeling like how I did before I suffered a major anxiety attack back in 2017. I was happy, I was confident, still tired but I still put myself out there more.
          
          There’s days where I want to just drop it all and run away. I promised myself in honor of the new decade, I’ll be better about taking care of myself and seek more proper help than I’ve been getting. Help myself get the accommodations I need to be more successful in school. I’m just tired.

epicnonsense

@rissygirl144 thanks girl ❤️ slowly just trying to get it together, being sleep deprived didn’t help but my schedule is almost back on track
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epicnonsense

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Finals has me all kinda of fucked up right now. I haven't slept well in days and I have three finals back to back tomorrow @_@
          
          I'll be back with writing maybe this weekend or next week, I'm sorry all but I've just been super drained lately.
          
          Love you all!

epicnonsense

I would love to hear what everyone has to say for this election. No judgment, I just love hearing others' opinions :)

JaneValentine007

@mindofnonsense Idk, I'll just agree with the saying thing, "We're all on  the same plane here, if the pilot goes down, we go down with him." Since he's out president now, might as well hope that he's improving and make this a better place. Besides, he cant even make most of what he wants as his decisions anyways, he would need some agreement with the Congress or something, right?
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epicnonsense

I've been seriously thinking about this for some time and I'm going to finally say something. I hate how the prequel is turning out.
          
          Honestly, it's not how I pictured it and I really don't like how it flows or anything. I imagined it way different and with me not constantly updating, it didn't turn out like "Before It's Too Late" and I don't like it at all. Best thing I like about it is my cover I drew for it since I spent time making it.
          
          I was thinking of deleting the story, or making a note at the end saying I will no long be writing chapters since this project was pretty much ruined and I lost inspiration for it. Instead, I was thinking of doing just a sequel, and/or making my own spinoff of Sly 5. Nothing related to "See Me For Who I Am" for the sequel, just continuing off of my main story.
          
          I still would like to reconsider rewriting it, but with my time I don't think it'll be the best decision. Let me know if you guys have any suggestions, and if you're afraid to say anything don't be. I'm all ears and I'm looking for guidance. Thanks ❤️

JaneValentine007

@mindofnonsense I like ur story, its pretty hard sometimes to come up with satisfying endings, there's so many ways in my mind to do them when I make a story! And, (i know ppl already told u lol) dont delete them! I love it!
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