@engelyca
uh hey… *nervously chuckles and rubs the back of my neck as i glance between ur eyes and lips*
@-saebyeok oh hey...*promptly stumble across the floor and fart cutely as i bit my lip the same consistency as bella swan*
hi flowers.
didn’t think id want to write an ahh long paragraph abt what just happened. im pretty sure we’ve all heard the news, and up until this hour, all i could drown myself with is denial.
it was just too sudden, too freaking random where yesterday only occurred a fansign and he was there, well and happy seeing engenes.
im deeply affected though he’s not my bias, tbh i don’t think i was ever a solo focus biased, all 7 of them equally tame me to the core.
i wonder what the members and his family would be feeling rn, and i know for sure above all that, all there left is numbness and dejection.
to my fellow readers, im sending my biggest virtual hugs and love to all of you, especially ones with heeseung biased, it must’ve hurt like crazy, mhm?
im so so much grateful for the way we all came thru so let’s sure we do the same for our seven lovely, hardworking men, okay?
let’s do everything we can to bring him back, make sure he’s able to pursue his dream of solo career whilst still being in the group.
enha has and always will be sevEN.
#ENHYPEN_IS_7 #ENHYPEN_HOME #Alwayswithyou #BRINGHEESEUNGBACK
@engelyca it really hurts to see many authors and my friends losing motivation because of this. its affecting alot of them really bad. people are saying he crashed out and was crying in the hallways which makes my heart aches while thinking about it. i for sure know he didnt want this nor did he want to choose this way. i just hope he comes back just like that one nct member did. i honestly been unmotivated since yesterday myself. he was one of my biases (along w sunghoon) and i have thoughts of going to their concert next month. then i realized they probably will remove heeseung in the enhypen thingy from rhythm hive. like hell nah i worked hard for these photocards.
Its one of my random nighttime thoughts when I am finally able to be alone but I think "Those Eyes" by New West is so Jake & Nua coded. What do you think?
OH YESSSSS heheh that’s why this song is in the playlist <333 love it when Jaeyun always gets lost in her eyes :(
Okay so first of all, I wanna say thank you to the younger you for writing the plot and the current you for working on it and publishing it rather than keeping such a master piece in your drafts.
Secondly, you were right. Pluviophile IS a mess. However, it isn't the mess that makes you go away. It is a hauntingly and achingly beautiful mess. Its the kind of mess that makes you realise that beauty isn't always in things that are easy to grasp and understand, that beauty is there even in the most messy and terrifying things too. There is beauty, something to celebrate, something to cherish in a scar that won't fade, and there is beauty even in a broken heart. It teaches that beauty isn't only visual appeal but beauty is in sharing love and giving chances to redeem to others though some being more and some being less deserving.
Lastly, thank you for teaching that love isn't always the dreamy kind, that there is love with hardships too but that a person just shouldn't give up due to hardships. Thank you for giving us such a master piece. I fell hard for this book and would definitely be reading it again and looking forward to your other works. I've fallen in love with pluviophile so you'll be seeing more of me now. ;-)
PS.
I'm usually a silent reader but this book touched me so much that I couldn't not express my thoughts and feeling regarding it.
@engelyca Thank you saurrrr much for saying that and I want you to know too that I'm thankful for your existence and I hope life is treating you better now. And if you ever need someone to talk to just know that I am always here for you anytime you want. You're not alone, Okay? I'll always be there for you. I've experienced bottling emotions before and it never ends well so don't bottle them up now okay? Talk to someone, anyone you're comfortable with. Anyways, I forgot to say I LOVE YOU <3 THANK YOU FOR EXISTING
epilogue is out!! i dont wanna yap much here cause pretty much the thank u note is FATAHH with my nonsense and the whole casts <33
thank you so much for making this come true, thank you for being part of my journey and readers, whether in pure silence or fully enthusiastic !!
ill forever appreciate ur presence here, i love u so much.
until next time,
— love, iffle.
OH MY GOD HI
WE REACHED 10 FREAKING THOUSANDS READ???
#insanework
thank u so so much my flowers, though ive lost like the whole drafts for the remaining chapter…BUT its fine, the google drive backup saved my ahh lmao.
ill do my best to get it out today before we wrap up for our first book <333
hello there, my flowers :)
this is definitely overdue, and it’s such a bittersweet feeling to be announcing that the final chapter for my book, Pluviophile, is out!
we’re (not) officially done with the book, like oh my god???
thank you so so much for everyone, for willing to read my ahh writing, though my itchy heart relentlessly begs to release it.
stay tuned because we’re not completely done yet, there’s an epilogue coming through before we bid a final goodbye for Sim Jaeyun and Moon Nuara </3
thank you for reading, i love you.
@engelyca flower ah~ its so sweet to be called like that ofc, the epilogue is already on my reading list unless it decides to run away to Spain...(hope u get the reference) noo, the cover turned out great. actually, your whole aesthetic is pleasing to me, the way you introduced the characters at the beginning of the book WAIT did we all just find out there's a new book coming out from u? now I know how I'll spend my free time whenever I have it yay you're so kind. take care my dear author, so that more such wonderful works can be created <33
omg, thank u so so much flower, im so happy, (literally giggling) reading this !!
yes, it’s kinda done BUT there’s one more chapter left for epilogue so u gotta stay tuned to that ;)
please don’t rush omg, please take care of urself first baby, this book wont run away unless it decides to have legs and go haunt you hihi
AHH thank u so much, honestly i suck at making covers, i changed to a new theme because i have a (hopefully) new book coming soon ;) but thank u sm ure so so sweet oml
i love you, happy reading my love.
@engelyca is it over already?? omg I have to hurry up cause I'm going slowly due to my busyness. although so far it's been so good, but I'm too excited for more I noticed the cover change. and it's DIVINE, just like the previous one. I'm a fan of both♡ thank you for your work
hello my flowers <3
im sorry for such a big gap of uploading chapters, but so happy to say that chapter 36 is out! please read slow, it’s heavy and it’ll overstimulate you </33
iz there an upcoming chapter,,:p
hii flowers!! I decided to change my username lmaoo because i got a few messages saying something mean abt it, and i want that to stop, so i changed it.
hope yall like it? :)
—iffle :3
