emotionalsupportNPC

@emotionalsupportNPC
          
          People might wonder why I always come back here to write—why I choose to pour my heart out in this space instead of just telling you all of this in person or sending it in a message. But the truth is, this place means something to me. This is where we started. It’s where you first saw me, where we slowly found each other, word by word, thought by thought. Somehow, coming back here feels like returning home, to the place where it all began. It’s my way of remembering how far we’ve come, and how much of us still lives here.
          
          Lately, everything has felt so heavy. The days blur together and I catch myself fighting just to breathe through the noise. And I know you feel it too. We’re both trying—trying to keep it together, to stay strong, to keep being who we are while everything around us keeps shifting. Healing isn’t linear, and some days it feels like we’re just floating through the storm, holding on to anything that feels real. But even when it’s hard, even when I feel like I’m falling apart, I find comfort knowing that you’re out there doing your best too. That somewhere in all this chaos, we’re still choosing to keep going.
          
          It’s lonely sometimes, this kind of life—having to carry yourself through everything, with no one to fall back on, no one to hold you when the nights get too long. I used to live like that, quietly breaking, pretending I was fine. But with you, I don’t have to pretend anymore. With you, I found safety. I found something solid. You became the hand I reach for when I’m lost, the voice that grounds me when my mind runs too far, the warmth that keeps me from going cold. You make me feel like I finally belong somewhere—like I finally belong to someone.
          

SHE’ S BAAAAAACK 

AUTHOOOORRR THAANKK YOUUU!' You have no idea how long I've been checking your profile. It means the world to me that you're back and hope you're doing fine. You and Miss G, I hope you guys are doing well. Thank you, really. I fr appreciate this update. Thank youuuu!!! 

Hi author, just dropping by to tell you I love you...

No worries, Author. So happy you have found love. We'll just be here. 

I'm happy for you. Enjoy ur life!

hi everyone, here’s a little update. my life has shifted in ways i never imagined because g came into my life. between school, work and catching midnight flights just to see each other, our worlds are slowly intertwining and we’ve been figuring out how to navigate this connection and this love. it’s ldr, we’re busy and it’s never easy to leave each other but it’s also very very real and worth every bit of effort. 
          
          we’ve also learned to prioritise what really matters in real life which is why i took a hiatus. life got heavy and g kept encouraging me to keep writing but she also really saw the load i was carrying. so we’ve been focusing on the important things in real life while still holding onto each other. it’s all intertwined with her patience, understanding and support and i’m endlessly grateful for it.
          
          i also want to thank you for sticking around while i took a step back. i’m sorry for the pause. life happened and i needed some time to focus on the important things. your patience means a lot and i appreciate it. 
          
          g - @esnpcustomerservice 
          
          please visit my love more :) 

You are very talented and smart. I wondered what you do for a living to know those stuff

@emotionalsupportNPC
          
          I don’t even know how to start this because my head is spinning and my heart feels like it’s spilling everywhere but I just need to say it here, I just need to let it out because you’re here and you’re real and sometimes it still shocks me, like I blink and there you are, like a part of me that I didn’t know I was missing until you walked in. You’re my mirror, not because we’re the same but because when I look at you, when I’m with you, I see all the things I thought I’d lost, all the parts of me I thought I had to hide, and somehow you just hold them without even trying, like you’ve known me forever.
          
          Being with you feels like falling into myself, like I’m finally home, like I don’t have to pretend or shrink or stretch, like I can just be and you still see me, you still stay. Loving you feels like loving me too, it’s weird but it’s true, because in your eyes I see the girl I always wanted to be, softer, braver, happier, and somehow I already am because you’re here.
          
          I love my life with you, I love how everything feels different now, better, warmer. I love the quiet moments that don’t need words, I love the laughter that shows up out of nowhere, I love the way time slows down when you’re close and suddenly the world isn’t so loud, isn’t so heavy. I love that you’re not just beside me but inside me, a part of me I can’t shake and don’t ever want to.

Dear author, I've read all your stories. I like your writing style and hope you continue writing. Please come back.