EllieGreene

Another day to hate my day 

I lost a friend 
          
          Who told me I was fine when I apologized 
          
          The fact I was selfish
          
          I wanted him to leave to be happier.
          
          I was okay 
          
          But not being able to communicate with him stings 
          
          I may have got it all wrong 
          
          Atleast he's happier.
          
          I wanted him to know that I still miss him.
          
          I wish he could see this now.
          
          I don't know if you can see this.
          
          You left without a goodbye.
          
          I assumed it was a sign that you left for good.
          
          I stalked a bit. But no sign of you being active.
          
          I missed you
          

You:
          When she cried, she still looks so beautiful .
          
          Me: *cries and the ugliness intensifies *

Another year when I thought was something meaningful and permanent would be fulfilled. 
          Turns out it was only a time that valued gift would soon lost its interest.