eldestwinchester

;; guess who wants to jump of a fuckin roof or something because theyre tired of always being a problemmmm? Meeeeee ...

eldestwinchester

;; i just got askes if I was gender confused and I'm not sure how i should have responded- i just looked at them weird and left

eldestwinchester

@sanguineviews ;; this is not the first time its happened either . one girl at school asked what pronouns i preferred . 
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sanguineviews

/ bro the waiter at this restaurant referred to me as a boy for like ten minutes and I was like —? 
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eldestwinchester

;; GUESS WHO GOT A LETTER FROM HARVARD!!!!!

sanguineviews

/ dude that’s great 
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eldestwinchester

@sanguineviews ;; NO, IT'S LEGIT - i also got this invitiation thing for this scholarship society that gives out about 2 million a year , and only to members
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sanguineviews

/ WHAT YOURE KIDDING
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eldestwinchester

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So I joined this discord a a while ago with some people, and I really loved it. At first. They were all nice, and I actually enjoyed talking with them and things. Everything was great. For once in my life, I didn't feel like a burden or annoying . And then this other chick joined. And I've literally basically been ignored the entire time. Everyone fucking loves her. And I know I shouldn't, but I hate it. 
          
          And to add to that, there is this guy in it who I was kinda hitting it off with. Atleast I thought so. He was being a bit flirty and things, and even a few of the other people made comments of ' oh you'd two would be cute together ' . I was kinda iffy about this and shit at first cause just a few months ago, I had a two year long distance relationship end , and of course it would be long distance , so yeah I was iffy . But I actually started to open up, and he was great. I really started to like him. 
          
          And then this chick joined. And she starts hitting on him, and he does it back. Yeah, I know we weren't actually a thing. And I know I can't really be mad . But I'm fucking pissed. He calls her wifey, and she calls him hubby, and the two got like, you know, 'internet married' and stuff. 
          
          I don't know. I'm just so tired of everything, I really don't know how long I can keep this up ...

UniversalLife_

I feel you ... but if you are still there, you need to just leave it tbh
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eldestwinchester

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;; ya know , I hate when I spend a lot of fucking time on something and it just gets ignored . It's really frustrating and it kinda makes me hate being on here . 
          
          Or when what used to be your main person and stuff just kinda starts ignoring you and you don't know why but you see them active and you don't wanna be annoying so you just kinda sit there and watch , silently hating being on here . Yeah , that's fun .
          
          God , I have like , a total of about three people on here that I can even stand and they are really the only people keeping me here . That and the fact that if I deleted this I wouldn't have anything to distract me at two in the morning when I just can't.  
          
          But it makes it worse . It helps , but it makes it worse and it's so confusing and I don't even fucking know anymore . 

eldestwinchester

;; I saw a post and I just - so like, everyone always talks about Sam getting really annoyed cause he knows Cas and Dean love each other. But what if he doesn't ? And one day , he just keeps noticing Cas and Dean looking at each other and he just realized and is like "OHHHH" 

winchesterwitch-

@eldestwinchester 
            
            ( that ... srsly needs to happen . )
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‘ dad , is my grounding almost over ? ‘ the young witch asked , tilting her head slightly . 

winchesterwitch-

@eldestwinchester 
            
            she smiled and grabbed her backpack . ‘ wait ... did i clean this out after the last hunt ... ? ‘ she mumbled , opening it and searching through it .
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eldestwinchester

@winchesterwitch- ;;
            
            " yeah , well , thought you might go a little crazy down here 24 / 7 " he said before nodding " yeah , right . . . " he chuckled , grabbing his keys
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winchesterwitch-

@eldestwinchester 
            
            she laughed softly . ‘ dad , uncle sam would ‘ ve been a capable teacher . ‘ she said softly . ‘ also , you need to drive me to school . ‘
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