easiertorun

astarion has my heart and the urge to play baldurs gate again is STRONG but i’d have to start over again because i have no memory of where i left off 

anyone with adhd that follows me, how have ya’ll been doing on your adhd medication with the shortage? i’ve been taking concerta since the 2nd grade and i’ve been forced off of it for 8 months close to a year now because of the shortage but i need to go back on it. my impulse control has been shitty and i have been gaining so much weight, i can’t focus on the goal of LOOSING weight, i can’t live without my adhd meds anymore. how have ya’ll been cooping without it? it’s been absolute HELL without it tbh and i am going back on my reserves. 
          
          i just can’t anymore with out my adhd meds. it’s miserable without them. i don’t remember what it feels like to be happy either, it gave me a dopamine boost. 
          
          so i’ll be starting a smaller dose tomorrow to work my way back up because lord knows i can’t live like this without it any longer. jesus fucking christ on a stick, i just can’t. 

i made a new tumblr for my writing 
          
          https://www.tumblr.com/easier-to-run/742850874066468864/hello-my-name-is-easier-to-run-yup-im-the-very

i’ve been watching a show called gary and his demons and lowkey wanna make something for it

if you want me to help i will not help if you give me attitude. especially when it comes to counting because i am already insecure counting up to high numbers but if it’s math related then im already gonna fuck up because logical processing is not my strong suit and neither is problem solving. 
          
          i need to find a new job, this one is not good for my mental health. and if it helps i have adhd and im on the spectrum if you’re wondering why im bitching about as something as easy as counting. 

every time i check up on my stories on ao3 i get whiplash from the amount of support

follow me on instagram at clefairy96 

you ever work a job that you can’t leave because you need the health insurance and hated it every single second since you started working there? that’s me. the job market sucks here in florida and i can’t find a good job that’s not in theme parks and i just… i just can’t handle this job anymore. it has its moments, but it’s just… so chaotic! 
          
          i’m so frustrated with this company :( 

IM NOT OK AFTER THAT HAZBIN HOTEL FINALE. 
          
          adam my beloved. rip. 
          
          ima write angst for that man. he’s an ass but i love him. 

Are you still rewriting bad moon rising? Love the book BTW