To Be Or Not To Be

Let's get down to business, I am a socially awkward teenager.
I'm confused, I'm naive... and I may come across as vile.
But I lead an alternate existence - that of a bubbly 15-year old popular with her friends - and that of an old soul way beyond her years.
I'm a bibliophile, the pen and paper make most sense to me. Books are the only constant in my life. Harry Potter and JK Rowling gave me a childhood I can never repay them for.
I'm a cinephile. Cinema defines my existence. I'm a connoisseur of good acting and scripts. I aspire to become a filmmaker, Inshallah.
That said, I'm here to write and to cater, and my first creation is just up for publication.