drunkonforthbeam

Last night i finished rereading ABH-BHC and as i forgot almost all of it, i was sTUNNED when i found out that i played that cliche card. I was literally froze, mouth agaped, eyes widened. 
          
          
          That thing happening to Forth is like a sudden lightning storm in the broad daylight. I cant believe myself. I have tortured myself reading that lmao. It was crazy. I was crazy. 

Thx for posting this one dear

Thank you so much!! Cant believe you reupload anti broken heart!! I hv been waiting for this story for so long... welcome back ^^

Just re-reading to edit ABH-BHC while listening to Dangerous Love by Kenny Wen and it's... 
          
          
          It's fitting so much imma cry.

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          I am sorry for my inconsistencies, i will prolly still be this way as my mind is always open for any new knowledges and self-realizations.  
          
          Also thank you for writing to me, be it in the comment box or in here. I am having fun reading your cute reactions but absolutely cringed out by my own answers. With this, I want to say sorry for every cringe answers and behaviors i did in the past. I really do. 
          
          I will try to re-publish my works after I reread and correct it one by one. Don't you think it is amazing that life and story ends but some characters are eternal because of you who keep re-alive-ing them? You are amazing. 
          
          Ah, as expected, always, I feel it, every love being poured for the characters, from the people who read my works. It might be one or two words. But they are consistently there. You are almost like writing to me, as writing is always there for me even in my most unstable headspace and embarrassing phase of my life. For you who know me for years, hello and thank you. And for you who is new here, welcome. 
          
          It has, surprisingly, been 6 years since i touched forthbeam for the first time and it has been years since i (semi) left. I might have changed (a lot) but everytime i got back here, it is like the time stops and i gotta feel forthbeam like my first love again. It is like a safe zone for me so i am sorry if this acc looks/feels too personal for a public site. 
          
          Lastly, can you please tell me your MBTI (& enneagram) for research purposes? Hehe
          
          

It is always in the back of my mind how there is no ship that can be as relevant as forthbeam with this account. Heartbroken with this and that as a background, i did try to change it and i did distance myself from writing forthbeam. 
          
          I recognized that i might not writing forthbeam anymore (i wrote it to jinx it) but as i read my forthbeam works, honestly i am fully conscious that for me there is no other ship that matched my writing vibes as much as forthbeam these whole times. 
          
          In the other hand, curious, i lightheartedly wrote drunkonforthbeam and drunkonandon in twitter search box. I saw some readers talk about it and i found that it gives me a better feeling when they call this acc as drunkonforthbeam instead of drunkonandon. 
          
          So i think only this acc's original name can do the justice for this acc. That is why i put its og name back. 
          
          
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Hi there, long time no see ^.^
          How r u ?

Happy new year and hope that u in a good health. Thank you for still updating a story about forthbeam and taetee.

Thank you so much phii

Thank you for updating and welcome back