Hi Dear Readers,
First of all I owe you all a major apology for being MIA. All my dear Nongs and Phis l, I am really truly sorry.
I need to explain myself. You all deserve to know. You are my Wattpad family.
I am not doing well mentally. I will never admit it in real life or to people around me but somehow it's easy to announce it here haha.
I have always wanted the job I have currently, went to the best law school, got the best grades, best law firm, but now that I have it, I feel lost. This is not my purpose, that much I have realised, but responsibility comes before feelings so yeah.
As a direct result, I ve been struggling mentally and have stopped writing altogether. Writing has always been my escape, my safe space, but now when I sit and write and don't like what I have written, I feel like I am failing at yet another thing.
I don't know what to say and i also don't know how to feel. Mostly I am okay, I am managing don't worry but things have gotten difficult.
I can't help but compare myself to Ishaan Awasthi when he had stopped painting in the movie. If ykyk.
That being said, I am not truly off Wattpad. I love Ohm Nanon and they are a big part of my life. For now I am taking the time to read the amazing works by other amazing authors here.
I always see your messages and your comments and believe me they always, ALWAYS MAKE ME SMILE. Make my day a little brighter.
I am here, but not just as an author for now. But this does not mean I will not be back. I will be. Very soon. But I just need some time and your patience to bear with me.
I love you all. I hope you understand.
Thank you for the 200. Means everything.
Your friendly neighborhood
Dragon Slayer