dobbyvanity

I just had to fix my bio, might update it more... but it said "female" [insert projectile vomiting emoji here] wtf

dobbyvanity

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Well Fuck. I havent been on wattpad in years. I'm now 20 wtaf. Should I write new content? I've been into MCYT and really wanna get my frustrations out through fluff lmao. How has everyone been? 

dobbyvanity

Idk. When I get super anxious or legit on the verge of a panic attack I get mad and just snap for the smallest things and after I snapped at some friends twice yesterday I said I was sorry and they told me everything was fine but why don’t I feel fine? Sometimes I feel like I don’t deserve my friends...

dobbyvanity

I was seriously gonna commit suicide this weekend and today a girl smiled and told me that she missed me when i missed choir practice and im definitely sure that saved me.

brightekpe

@dobbyvanity happy you still alive. Your life is important. 
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ali6ce

Same thing here. I’m happy she said that
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sleepythebookkeeper

Well I’m glad she did because I would miss you if you died
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dobbyvanity

Dont you ever think about what happens after death? Like is there a heaven and hell or is it just nothing? But also, the idea of death is intreging and oddly conforting.

brightekpe

@dobbyvanity its really scary. We try not to think about it, but we should try to live a good life
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escapethe_gayships

@dobbyvanity everytime I think about it I start internally freaking out and have to stop...damn, now I'm thinking about it
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ali6ce

I do, but I’m honestly dead scared of it (haha get it?) no but seriously it scares me too much to think about it
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