Alex

@frankthony he replied rather quickly when I sent him, sometimes Instagram doesn't notify you so maybe check if he commented it on it? I asked him if he was going to delete the account and he said that he was considering it, I'm not sure, I hope he doesn't. 

@frankthony I sent her account on Instagram a direct photo thing and he responded to it, I think he checks on her account from time to time. He probably still misses her, and stuff. He's really nice so I don't think he'll mind. 

@frankthony I found out a few weeks ago and I am so shocked. I talked a bit to her friend and I'm still trying to process everything. She was only 15 and I feel so ashamed for ever feeling like throwing my life away since she never got to live one. 

Hi everyone, I have something to share with all of you. Please prepare yourself. Alex passed away on the 4th of June due to her lung condition. I don't know how to say this. I'm sorry this notice is so late because I only found out myself yesterday on her instagram, her friend posted a picture and told us about it a month ago, but I only checked her instagram yesterday (@demolitionkilljoy). I'm distraught myself, and I know this is hard for all of us, but I want us to keep looking to Alex as an inspiration. She was, and is, a truly amazing person. She was diagnosed with cancer when she was young, and she was even declared cancer-free a few weeks before her death. Fate just seemed to be crossed, when her lung collapsed. And yet, she was one of the bravest and most talented person I knew, she joked with the nurses, and her drawings were amazing. I even wanted to do a collab with her. It still hasn't sunken in that she's gone, and honestly, I regret not talking to her even more, I regret all the times I scrolled past her pictures without commenting. We have to treasure whatever the life we get, because Alex didn't even get a proper one.
          
          Let's all look to her for our inspiration and courage.
          God bless, Alex.
          I love you so, so, so much.

how have you been?

I really hope you're doing okay <3
          Ily, please get better. 

Hope you get better soon

are you okay dear? what happened to your lung?

gUYs,
          I WENT TO THE HOSPITAL TODAY, AND I HAD MY FINAL TESTS DONE AND IT TURNS OUT THAT IM 
          CANCER FREE EVERYBODY
          IM SO HAPPY, AND IM STILL CRYING
          IT SEEMS SO SURREAL, AND IM REALLY GLAD MY DAD DOESNT HAVE TO GO THROUGH IT AGAIN SINCE MY MOM PASSED AWAY BECAUSE OF CANCER
          anyways, sorry for the caps, I'm really excited and happy shhsjkfdioks

I've deleted 'My Reasons' since I didn't have any motivation to write it. That means Replay will be my main priority, and it will be the thing that I'm working on. The updates will be slow, but I'll try to make each chapter long, and interesting. As I said, the first few chapters of my new Frerard are fillers, and the story will be moving at a slow pace. I hope you enjoy my new story, which will definitely be better than the one that I deleted.
          ~ alex