dioryongsun

Omg I havent been on this account for a while 

dioryongsun

I fell asleep at 5:30 PM then woke up at 3 in the morning. What the hell.

GoWithTheFlor

you slept 10 hours? Ha. Those are novice numbers. I’ve slept 25 hours before—
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dioryongsun

Me and my crush are having a decent normal conversation for once on Twitter. Like whenever we have a conversation, they're always weirdly funny and not normal at all. Hes always being weird. Probably the reason why I have a crush on him though. 
          
          Mom I love him.

dioryongsun

My friend is cutting herself and I just can't deal with it. I tell her to stop and that's its idiotic to even cut yourself in the first place, but she chooses to ignore me. She tells me how I don't feel her pain and how shes extremely stressed. I tell her that I'm also stressed and not in a very good situation, but she chooses to ignore me again and tells me how shes way more stressed than me. I tell her over and over again that its stupid and a waste. I even tried to steal that piece of glass away from her. Then she goes on and tells me that I am not her and that I don't know what she is going through. She is right, I am not her. But I have felt lots of pain before.
          
          She doesn't know this but I've lost my grandfather when I was 9. I didn't even know he was dead at the time. My parents didn't even tell me that he had passed away. One day I woke up to my parents talking about his death and funeral. I was just 9 at the time so I really didn't think anything of it. Which I know was kinda odd.
          But after I turned 10, I realised that he was actually gone and that he was never coming back. I cried my eyes out that night because of my realization..
          
          I really just wanna yell that out loud to her, But I can't because I'm scared what her reaction would be. 
          
          Sorry for this long ass essay, I just wanted to get my feelings out and thank you to the people who took time out of their day to read this.

dioryongsun

@aNdSpRiTe7 Thank you for the advice!
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