deadwolfs

Guys, *sigh* .... I don’t know how to say this without it sounding depressing or ... sad? I’m at a writers block ... meaning I can’t write anymore but it’s bad because I want to delete all of my books. Why? Well, because nobody is reading them and they all came to a dead end because of this. I kept telling myself the reads didn’t matter and that writing was my way of coping with my anxiety and depression but .. I just wanted to be recognized. So ... I’m gonna save all of my books into google docs and ... in the next few days ... they may not be there anymore because I’m tired and my depression just keeps getting worse and my anxiety is slowly eating me away and I just can’t keep up this fake act anymore. I just can’t pretend I’m happy anymore and I can’t live this life I’ve painted on here. I want to cry and scream and beg for mercy but I can’t because I don’t want to be seen weak ... so... maybe I’ll delete my books ... maybe they’ll stay as a reminder how I’m a failure... I know nobody is gonna read this but whatever... 
          	
          	Peace ✌ DeadWolfs 

deadwolfs

Thanks... I’ll maybe consider that .. I don’t know even know what to talk about anymore really ... @ChibiOfFear 
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ChibiOfFear

@deadwolfs 
          	  If you ever want to talk to someone about it, I'm open ears
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Fennekin3152001

@deadwolfs no problem, I’m here to help, m’lady.
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Ja_Ma_Au

I hope you're doing okay honey, haven't seen you around in a long time. Take care and stay safe❤

Ja_Ma_Au

@deadwolfs oh lovely, I'm happy to hear that you're okay. I've been going through a lot but doing my best to keep positive. 
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deadwolfs

@Ja_Ma_Au Yeah, I haven’t been on Wattpad for a long time. I’m doing okay, how have you been?
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hannahfurnish

Thanks for the follow back! Check out my book Number 11 sometime xx 
          If you have anything you want me to check out let me know (:

deadwolfs

No problem❤️ I try to follow back everyone who follows me. I’ll check out your book once I have some free time because my last year of high school is a bit chaotic  As of right now I don’t really have anything for you to check out but feel free to read any of the books I’ve published so far. Hopefully I can get more books uploaded on here❤️ 
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TheWIERDDOne

Hi, @deadwolfs I just republished the book (A New Life Begins) well the first chapter anyways because I am rewriting it and I accidentally deleted it. I don't if you added it to your library or waiting on updates, so I just felt the need to let you know if you did. Also sorry for not following you back sooner and thanks for the follow.

TheWIERDDOne

@deadwolfs It's okay and thank you!
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deadwolfs

I’ll check it once I have time too! I have so many books to read on Wattpad  And it’s fine that you didn’t follow me back immediately! ❤️ @TheWIERDDOne 
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AmyParkins

Heyy, how have you been??

deadwolfs

I also send some love your way and missed ya as well ❤️ @AmyParkins 
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AmyParkins

Love and miss you your way ❤️
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deadwolfs

I am taking care of myself. I can’t really get an rest but I’m taking medication. I’m also hoping I get better ❤️ @AmyParkins 
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EMAudrey

Hello! Thanks so much for following me and supporting me last year :) And for the comments on Arvium!
          
          Part of my goals in 2019 is to be more interactive with my followers, and to try to read their books and comment, so here is me doing that. I wish you a very happy 2019!

deadwolfs

Awww! No problem! But thank you for reading my story! You didn’t need to do that. I actually had more books but I unpublished them. Happy 2019 to you as well!❤️
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-heyimkatie

Awesome book! I'm definitely following you, sir! :D

-heyimkatie

Thank you, very much :)
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deadwolfs

It’s fine! If you read my bio, you would have found out that I was a female. Merry almost Christmas to you as well!❤️ @katiexxviolet12
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-heyimkatie

Oh, sorry 'bout that! And no problem :) merry almost xmas.  
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deadwolfs

Guys, *sigh* .... I don’t know how to say this without it sounding depressing or ... sad? I’m at a writers block ... meaning I can’t write anymore but it’s bad because I want to delete all of my books. Why? Well, because nobody is reading them and they all came to a dead end because of this. I kept telling myself the reads didn’t matter and that writing was my way of coping with my anxiety and depression but .. I just wanted to be recognized. So ... I’m gonna save all of my books into google docs and ... in the next few days ... they may not be there anymore because I’m tired and my depression just keeps getting worse and my anxiety is slowly eating me away and I just can’t keep up this fake act anymore. I just can’t pretend I’m happy anymore and I can’t live this life I’ve painted on here. I want to cry and scream and beg for mercy but I can’t because I don’t want to be seen weak ... so... maybe I’ll delete my books ... maybe they’ll stay as a reminder how I’m a failure... I know nobody is gonna read this but whatever... 
          
          Peace ✌ DeadWolfs 

deadwolfs

Thanks... I’ll maybe consider that .. I don’t know even know what to talk about anymore really ... @ChibiOfFear 
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ChibiOfFear

@deadwolfs 
            If you ever want to talk to someone about it, I'm open ears
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Fennekin3152001

@deadwolfs no problem, I’m here to help, m’lady.
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YasirFireFairy101

I really like your bio. I support you % and I hope you will take the time to read my books. 

deadwolfs

I honestly feel sorry that I don’t read new books because I have no more time on my hands but! I’ll read your books once I get the time too! And thanks for supporting me! @YasirFireFairy101 
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