deadSev

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Lol how can she pretend like she didn't try to make me homeless (I'm fucking sad, that's all)

deadSev

hi- oh god I'm so sorry, I haven't been updating or even online hereeee
          
          i got the message from wattpad, that i got some "issues" where you guys seem to be unhappy that i didn't update-
          
          I'm really sorry, but i think, i want to finish my school before starting again. you guys just have yo wait for about.... 2 years- I'm really sorry

deadSev

Heyyy... I'm sorry, I'm taking more time rn. I just can't get my mind off from a not so recent experience, the one that got my insecurities to pop out of nowhere. So, I'll just take my time, hope you don't mind... I'm so sorry... I just can't stop crying over it.

deadSev

@Lily_silvergate okay, okay, I won't apologize again, maybe. Just don't break my neck yet, I still want to go to university- I appreciate it though, Idk why, but I think apologizing is my habit lol
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deadSev

@_xipati_ thank you and my wattpad messages is still glitching lol- It's fine though, it's funny how it just repeat the same messages 
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_xipati_

Take as long as you need. And I hope u get well. <3
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deadSev

ow. it hurts so much. i feel restless. i want someone to hug. but i don't want anyone to take the weight. if it's heavy for me, it will be a lot heavier for you. you have to hold on the thin rope by yourself. who am i to ask for your help. I'm sorry. i am sorry. can something actually stop the tears and sobs. i feel like drowning while listening to my own breathless sobs and silent screams. i feel suffocated. the rope is thin and I'm holding a scissor. this is just so tiring. living is tiring.

deadSev

is it weird if i say that i hate light like any sort of light source that give too many light? is it weird if i say i can't stand seeing my room clean and empty? lol

deadSev

@SumireInuzuka i thought I'm the only one- ;-;
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SumireInuzuka

@Yes_Iam_A_Liar no that's us :)
            I can't stand a clean room. Makes me anxious
            Too much light, instant headache
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deadSev

TOT
          
          I'M SORRY... I DIDN'T UPDATE JUST WAY TOO LONG AND LIKE I GOT AN IDEA OF A NEW GENSHIN STORY AFTER DRAWING MY OC
          
          I DON'T KNOWW.... AHHHH
          I'm really sorry ;-;
          I kinda have some help with the story and I think the style suits me better... My mha book might be discontinue since I'm not a fan anymore. I'll need to focus on one fandom and rn, I'm really obsessed with genshin even though I don't play genshin... 
          
          I'll update books that's related to genshin ;-;
          
          I'm sorry once again...