dawrfceres3

Okay i'm sad to say but i'm qutting. For good this time. I will miss you all but i know this is for the best.

dawrfceres3

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I fucking hate my body. Its not letting me sleep eat or anything. When ever i eat i puke it out yesterday i puked so much. I puked 3 times down stairs i puked on my self 4 times i puked all over my bed room floor 2 times puked all over the bathroom floor my body wont let me eat anything. I have not eaten anything since. I'm been staving my self i'm tired fucking tired. I spend most of my times sleeping now from lack of food. I stayed up all fucking night. My belly has been hurting non stop. I just don't fucking wanna eat anymore so i just been not cause my body does not want me to. I almost fell fucking asleep in a bathtub from lack of sleep. My body wont even allow me to take medasin i'll just puke all that shit out. I've been missing so much god for saken school because of this. I'm sick of everything. I try to act all happy on the fucking internet. I try so hard yet it just ends out useless. No one fucking interacts with me anymore. My bestfriend barely interacts with me to. I'm sick to the fucking core i just want people who fucking care yet no one does. I hate my fucking self and i'm sorry for those who had to deal with me. I ruined you're life i'm aware. Now i've been just making characters to replace my friends. I've been fucking sad for weeks now. Someone else better could of taken my place but no. I'm the one that has to be here. I'm a waste of air and room on this fucking dying planet. I don't care anymore call me a cry baby i don't give a shit and i never fucking will. I'm stuck in a fucking jail of feeling like shit. My orgens feel like mush i can barely walk now. I just want to sleep and never wake the fuck up. The only person i feel like that cares about me is my lover. but i know that i'll fuck that up too. I just wanted to feel welcomed somewhere. But no. I'm thinking of making new accounts everywhere to get out of here. I'll just act like a new person. I already fucked everything up under this name so why not make a new one?. I'm feeling i should.

dawrfceres3

NAH so i was on youtube listening to music. A video came one and started singing "i-i-i love little girls they make me so good. I LOVE *sound* little girls they make me feel so bad"  IS YOUTUBE CALLING ME A LIL GAL LOVER!?

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(Just to say that song is mocking how people in holly wood date younger girls)
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