dafuck_

I feel extremely disappointed and in pain

I've always wondered why a homophobic person would write a gay novel?  

I f*cking hate Twitter I can't stand this app anymore 

I feel lonely day after day

I can no longer speak comfortably as I used to. I feel like I am full of words, but I have been silenced

This is so messed up I wish I hadn't known these people and had not become this person

اتمنى لو اقدر امحي كل ذكرياتي واكون شخص جديد
          The way I'm done and
           i can't deal with this shit anymore 
          التفكير المفرط تعبني يخليني ادخل بتساؤلات وذكريات وامور عفى عليها الزمن و٩٠٪؜ منها اشياء تافهه لاتُذكر ومو المفروض اعطيها هذا الحجم كمية القلق اللي لازم امر فيه تقريباً كل يوم لا يطاق 

:/

F*ck men and their easy lives. I know myself well. If I were in another place, I would be a different person, the person I always wanted to be.

F*ck panic attacks