cryofear

     [[ cb and spec or drop :-)

hellsend

“ It’s nothing.  Just got something in my eye . . .  probably a fuckin’ eyelash or something. ”  Ivan quickly turned his head away , lifting a gloved hand to make it look like he was trying to get whatever it was out of his eye.  He wasn’t.  His mind had been wandering all night , and tonight , everything had finally caught up with him once again. 

hellsend

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                 “ No , don’t worry about me.  You’re more important. ”  He kept his gaze turned away , not wanting to be seen , then cleared his throat to brush it off.  “ What’s wrong with me doesn’t matter.  You’re going through a lot more , and that’s what matters right now. ”
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cryofear

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               " i can tell when you're lying ... "   he says , looking at him from where he ' s sitting down . 
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cryofear

      [[ i just peeped some of my ANCIENT metal gear anons ... omfg . theyr so dusty.   i will fix them soon.

cryofear

WAIT I ALSO REMEMBERED MY OC lala omg i miss her pls;sob;
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cryofear

@hellsend    [[ OMG YES arachnes ...i remember .. 
            i had 2 log into my rairai just to see what was there and i found my sam acc in the process 
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hellsend

/    do i dare bring back arachnes just for this.. i need to bring back raiden—
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hellsend

“ I’m not gonna lie , man.  You look like hell , and it doesn’t seem like you’ve slept in days.  You need to cut back on the energy drinks.  And I noticed . . .  the knife.  Give it to me. ”

cryofear

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               Simon rubs his eyes and starts to slowly walk , staring down at the road . this felt weird to him , too . having someone help . didn ' t help that he wasn ' t used to human interaction all that much , /especially/ after what happened with Sophie , but he ... doesn ' t want to think about her .
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hellsend

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                 “ Okay then , I think I have some spare change.  Follow me , if you want. ”  He motioned for Simon to come with him.  It felt strange — really strange.  Helping someone with something that didn’t involve demons trying to kill him was completely new.  He wasn’t sure how he felt about it , but seeing Simon so distressed made him glad he was there to help.
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cryofear

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               " yes ... t—... thank you. "   Simon wasn ' t used to saying ' thanks ' so easily . but . someone was helping him . someone was /helping/ him ... he almost didn ' t believe it !.. 
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hellsend

this message may be offensive
/    hope this is okay  <3
          
          Ivan didn’t recognize this place.  Something about it felt wrong , unfamiliar in a way that immediately put him on guard.  He took a cautious step forward , his heavy boots thudding against the ground as his eyes scanned the area.  His attention soon settled on a lone figure in the distance.
          
          With a low grumble , Ivan approached , unholstering nothing.  Instead , he secured his weapon across his back , making it clear he wasn’t looking for a fight.  “ Hey , you , ”  he called , stopping several feet away.  His visor remained fixed on the stranger.  “ Where the fuck am I ? ”

cryofear

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               " no,   not really.   im used to it,   though. "   this was his response , as if it was 'normal' to feel this way . life and this particular part in town was never nice to Simon . to that point , where he had to find substitutes just to feel something .   " you dont have to worry about me... "   the accent was heavy on his voice . hes tired . well , more exhausted than anything . 
            
            Simon reached into his hoodie pocket , seeing if he actually did forget his pack or he just remembered wrong ... he did not , which was fortunate . he leaves stuff in his pockets and just forgets about it . he brings the half - empty box out and takes a cigarette out .   " it wont get better for me anytime soon. "
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                 Ivan let his eyes wander over the city.  It wasn’t exactly welcoming.  Even the streets felt off , though he chose to give it the benefit of the doubt and assume it was simply because it was late.  After a moment , he sat down beside Simon on the sidewalk , setting his helmet next to him with a quiet sigh.  He turned his head toward the other man , studying him for a moment.
            
                 “ Sounds like a typical city , ”  he said , a hint of dry humor in his rough voice.  “ Seems nowhere is safe from that curse. ”  He was , of course , referring to the drug addicts.  After a brief pause , his expression grew more serious.  “ Are you alright ? ”  he asked.  “ You seem . . .  troubled.  Like something’s weighing on you.  Is everything okay ? ”
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cryofear

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               " its ... not offensive.   theres a lot of strange people here. "   Simon looks up to the deep black sky , the moon in the corner of his vision . he could really go for a cigarette , right now . but he didnt bring his pack with him . hes sure someone stole it , anyway . Simon rubs his eyes , the material of his fingerless gloves uncomfortable against his eyelids , which are red , probably from crying recently , and had dark eyebags under them .
            
            " theres a lot of weird people here.   drug addicts and dealers and ... just weird people. "
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hellsend

/    wait, is this who i think it is? if so, i haven’t seen you in forever, omg

cryofear

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@hellsend      [[ i have no idea if he still is but i hope not,   he crashed out when we figured out he came back and did all this religious shit acting like he did nothing wrong but i think hes gone now
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hellsend

/    oh no, i remember that idiot.. ☠️ is he still around? bro was something else entirely, i almost forgot about him
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cryofear

@hellsend      [[ NO i never quit wattpad that guy i had drama with got me BANNED ;sob; other than that ive been alright 
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