tommy ☆

despite battling my depression recently i realized i never really come to terms in completing my book or connect more with the community here. mainly due to having bad experiences with jojo fans in the past but also new ones have arise since.
          
          something i actually kinda wanna promise is to come back and FINISH what i had left. mainly redoing the covers, re-editing and rewriting some parts, and finish part 2 of fever. and maybe peas and karrots? idk. 
          
          i feel horrible for leaving, yet also i never expected fever to blow up so massively. it was simply meant to write smth i couldn't find elsewhere for my own pleasure. and just why not ya know? hopefully within time i can finish some things i left behind here. 
          
          in all seriousness, thank you. thank you for reading, for being patient (or not), and willing to comment or respond to my writing. even seeing so many conversations happening in every chapter is insane to me. heck i've even considered in maybe having this as an official booklet. a physical paper copy. not really sure who might else be interested but hey, if i get one for myself to remind me of the achievements i made, i would be happy either way. 
          
          here comes to hopefully within time finishing, and clearing some things! once again, thank you all so very much. <3 

Can you write josuhan 

When are you going to continue the second book for fever?
          

i actually made my bio a little stylish lmao. added some new info if anyone is interested. also yes hello i am still alive hehe

Opinion on the dsmp?

actually wait, what if i made FEVER a real physical book hahahahaa jk.... unless 

maybe i should redo FEVER cover again 
          third year difference? 

Hoi!

omfg FEVER has 69k views... thank ya'll so much but also- hehehehe 69 hehehe

damn disappearing sure is my style here haha aaa sorry- kinda weird knowing people still are reading fever tbh. thank you tho <3 crazy how far it's gone. anywho, slowly been coming back here tiny bit but idk. sm is goin on for me rn and im just feeling trapped and sad from the following weeks man. i always come here when i need time away from social media, up and sad at four am, or just need a place for comfort, or all the above. not even sure if people following me are still active or alive but hey, fair lol. just... damn man... my brain is all mixed up. i might try and write and mayhaps finish a chapter of cherry lover but who knows. it does seem halfway complete but i might make it longer depending on my mood sometimes lmao. this is already too long yikes- but yea hello. message me if ya want i suppose or ask a question or not. i hope ya'll have a good day and happy pride month for all ya'll valid queers <333