crmsnpen

No matter how many times I try to be that old girl or go with those dark books I used to read, I can't.
          	
          	I've seen it. I tried so many times to write something dark but I couldn't. I failed. I'm unable to come up with the ideas like I used to and I feel uncomfortable, detached with such things now. 
          	
          	It's shocking to me! 
          	
          	The least I spent with Jesus was three months and just look at this—I never knew I'd change this much. And do I regret that? Rend my heart and see I'm much happier with this. It's like I'm free now. I feel like I know truly what it is to write romance.

crmsnpen

@Waliya93 oh no, dear. I believe in Jesus 
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crmsnpen

No matter how many times I try to be that old girl or go with those dark books I used to read, I can't.
          
          I've seen it. I tried so many times to write something dark but I couldn't. I failed. I'm unable to come up with the ideas like I used to and I feel uncomfortable, detached with such things now. 
          
          It's shocking to me! 
          
          The least I spent with Jesus was three months and just look at this—I never knew I'd change this much. And do I regret that? Rend my heart and see I'm much happier with this. It's like I'm free now. I feel like I know truly what it is to write romance.

crmsnpen

@Waliya93 oh no, dear. I believe in Jesus 
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_mriinal_

 Heyy ,
          Can you give me your Gmail, I had edited collages and I want to send them to you....

crmsnpen

@_mriinal_ hey, I just got them! Thank you. They are really pretty. I'll post them in my next chapter! 
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crmsnpen

@_mriinal_ yeah, that's it. That's my gmail. You can try again or maybe message me on my Instagram. 
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_mriinal_

@crmsnpen  I'm really sorry for making you wait for soo long ..... 
            But  I'll resend the collages as soon as you provide me your  gmail again  okkey
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crmsnpen

I think I have this weird kind of happiness in changing my pet's name. I keep giving him different names. 
          
          Like my dad calls him Jack. My mother uses any name given by us. My sister calls him tuffy and my brother has given him a very stupid name... Something like Declo. 
          
          But I called him Popu Chan! Yes, funny and stupid. I couldn't help it. He whistles, he has a different way of speaking. Yesterday I kept calling him, ‘My Shonu Monu’ and today I just gave him a very awesome name — Mona Darling! 
          
          He even listens to these names! 
          
          

_mriinal_

Hey , 
          Can you again start writing  on your boards  like you used to do before , sharing your daily experiences & that little kid from church ( have you met her again???)

crmsnpen

@_mriinal_ yeah, she's really lovely and smart 
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_mriinal_

@_mriinal_  she seems like a very sweet girl...
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crmsnpen

@_mriinal_ oh yeah, I can! I just felt like I speak too much so I stopped writing that. Actually, I've stopped taking the meetings for now bc of health issues. But you know last time I received a video message by her aunt and in that video, she was saying, Ina, aa jao.. kaha ho tum. She was so cute. And in the end, she said, Ina please aa jao please! That too hath jodke — lol! 
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crmsnpen

Chapter 4 | Cold 
          is out for ‘Mahira | His Want’
          
          Read and leave your review.
          
          Thank you :)

crmsnpen

@_mriinal_ hey! 
            Thanks for it. And you're gonna see more :)
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_mriinal_

@crmsnpen   Hii  : ) ,
            I had read the whole 1 to 4 chapters in one goo and Ibzan's character development really unexpected compared to previous version.........
            In this boook , I'm really rooting for him ..
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crmsnpen

I'm not sure if I can finish writing Mercy Was Never Mine. There's so much in my head. I'm sorry to the readers. 

crmsnpen

@_Seraphim_void_  thanks for understanding:)
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_Seraphim_void_

It's ok. It isn't easy to write a book and we all know how much hardwork it takes to do so. Because creating scenarios and writing them down are two different things. Just don't force yourself into writing a book when you are not able to do so. Take care of yourself.
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