cosmicDILF

Uhhhhh... hi... 
          
          So, I haven't been on here in a long time (mainly because I fully believe in Ao3 superiority) but I decided that I will post my new story Blame Fate that I am posting on there here as well too- BECAUSE WHY NOT! (also because only six people have read it over there so far, and I would like for more people to see this story since I have spent literal years working on it. 
          
          Anyways! Chapter 1 is out now! I will post up to chapter 4 soon, and then I will usually post every other Friday until I run out of pre-written chapters, and then it will be whenever I finish it. 
          
          So give it a chance if you would like! I hope you enjoy!

GUYS!! so i know i kind of disappeared off of the face of the earth for a bit... but guess what... MY WRITERS BLOCK IS GONE!!! Over the past week i have written like 20k words in my Loki/oc/Bucky fic Blame Fate rewrite and i feel INVIGORATED!!!!!!!! I FEEL LIKE I COULD FIGHT A BEAR- COME AT ME I DARE YOU
          
          now my only question is... do i start posting it now?? or do i wait until i have more chapters done (im writing chapter 9 right now)???
          
          on another note, ao3 is the main place where i post now (still trying to decide if i want to post here too...) and ALSO if you want updates/sneak peaks at my fics and moment where i am occasionally funny or can produce a slight chuckle, go follow me on Tumblr!! its @cosmicdilfs 

not to get anyones hopes up or anything... but i may finally be working on Yep, definitely Loki’s kid again... 
          
          i just wrote 1 and a half chapters over the last few days but i need people to pressure me into continuing to write it. say you will hate me and curse my whole bloodline or something if i don't, just anything to threaten me into writing.

i have a question... would i be being TOO MEAN to my character if i make them loose their arm, give them extreme facial scars AND make them mute???
          
          but like for actual plot reasons- would that just be too much?? let alone that it would make it really difficult for them to sign with one arm being a prosthetic (even though they are very smart and could easily make a really advanced one)
          
          im afraid it makes it seem like i am collecting dissabilities (or sob stories with the facial scars) and i dont want to do that- I JUST NEED TO FOR PLOT REASONS
          
          I NEED HELP
          
          (this is for my Blame Fate book btw and to be clear, they are definitely going to be mute and have the facial scars but im just trying to figure out if i should have them loose their arm too- but if they dont there are so many plot holes im going to need to fix)

I have pretty much the whole outline for the first book of my Blame Fate series written (which i am doing a major rework of) and have finally started to actually write the first chapter!!
          
          I don’t know if many of you have read what i had previously posted in my book Blame Fate, but i hate it. So i’ve been working on a major rewrite of it for a long time now. It is changed a lot in many places and i will also be writing it differently (different vibe)(basically even more poetically depressing :D). There is also another major thing that i am changing that i want to give a sneak peek to now… its not a Loki/Original Character ship anymore, it will be Loki/Original Character/Bucky because i love this poly relationship so so much and need to write it
          
          anywhoosies- i just wanted to give an update and let you know that it is finally being actually written now (however i probably won’t post it until i have it mostly finished to make sure i don’t give up half way through to rework it again)

you know… i have had a new fic partially planned out that i am going to tie into the Loki (both season 1 and 2) series for a while now. and i was going to start fully writing it once season 2 was finished… but after watching that finale just now, im going to need to take a break from that for a little bit… 
          
          i am genuinely in the process of grieving after that (still currently in denial… maybe teetering on the edge of anger). and don’t get me wrong, season 2 was SO SO INSANELY GOOD, but it also hurts so much and i need to go read some wholesome happy loki fics now before i can even think about mentally preparing myself to write that fic and figure out how in the ever loving fuck im going to make it go how i want with a very different ending…
          
          P.S. - I wholeheartedly believe that Loki season 2 (excluding season 1) is genuinely the BEST thing Marvel has made… and im not overreacting… its better than infinity war and endgame, better than avengers, the winter soldier, better than wandavision (and thats saying a lot) BECAUSE LOKI S2 WAS AN ABSOLUTE MASTERPIECE AND I WILL NEVER GET OVER IT

Gotta say, I miss Thunder-Ass. 

GOOODDDDDDDDDD- i just finished an absolutely amazing good omens fic and i am literally sobbing right now, genuinely worried i’ll get dehydrated from balling my eyes out. 
          
          so if anyone would like a good GO fic recommendation… i have a great one for you
          
          but god damn™️ does it hurt

i have many many thoughts about the first episode of Loki and some of them i don’t think many people will be happy about… 

it’s the end of an era… i have changed the picture on my banner.
          
          the extreme close up of Thor’s ass that i had there for the last year and a half will live on in our memories.