✦ ⋆ ࣪. daotha ᯓᡣ𐭩

The urge to write a pjo book- aaaaaaghhhhh

Guys. If I ever make the stupid mistake of making my characters do something so stupid its dumb, like 'Convincing yourself you like your ex rather than your literal wife and running after her while the wife is left neglected and then claiming to love her despite always treating the ex like your queen... and then coming back to her with as if she was a rebound'. Like slap me in the face if I do that. 
          
          Actually, I can't even. I know it's cowardice of me to not face the plot but Something Stupid will inevitably go to the 'I left you and abandoned you without an explanation and came back after 10 years because yes' ending. I can't bash my man Eunhyuk like that. And I can't have the brain energy to rewrite is actions so it's justifiable.
          
          So would you guys think I'm wrong for wanting to take down that book? Do tell me, because I'm seriously considering it.
          

Lowkey not in a relationship but my friendship are starting to feel one-sided lol. Like I love her like my sister but come on, why am i the only one trying? Don't I matter to you too? I'm the only one who goes to your class, who meets you during breaks and you don't even want to wait a second for me so we can walk home together? You call me at home, where you know I'm not available. And that's legit the only place you try. You're better then me, but that doesn't mean I'm shit like... Ugh, I'm being so petty right now. I know I shouldn't be mad. But it's not just her. Every. Single. One. Of my friends. I try to hard.
          
          
          And me trying to be with them forever... is what always drives them away.
          
          Screw being an oversensitive extrovert. This shit sucks.

theme is so gorg

Guys... yall are gonna have some bad opinions about this next TPP chapter.... 

GUYS!!! The fics should probably be updated in this order: 
          1. Crown of Thorns TCP
          2. Soaring HTTYD
          3. The Puppet Puppeteer TIG
          4. Somethin' stupid O:TL
          lets hope I get it right because help me school starts from 12th june-

Sometimes what scares you the most is how easy you are. They show happiness, kindness and laughter—something so simple in the world, and yet vou're gone. You start seeing them where they are not, you start counting the pairs of shoes outside your door. Is that shampoo yours? Yes. You wish it wasn't. 
          
          Oh, a towel in your room? Nope, it belongs to you. You look for every little thing you can try to,find of theirs. Suddenty the next few days are grey. It's sad, really. But you gete over sad things. The next week comes in and you force yourself to move ahead. 
          But that void in your head is left unsaid.
          
          Honestly, I wished I lived closer to my friends. 

TPP needs a rewrite but we will power through. Do I promise a proper plot mapping, aesthetic change and cover once I finish the book IMMEDIATELY? No. Eventually but inevitably? Absolutely. Just want to remind you that this was my first ever book written and I'm just a ameture when it comes to plot mapping and character developement! But I look forward to learning still. 
          
          Love, coremakii!

Can I just put it out there to the very scary internet that I have an irrational fear of offending someone (even if it is completely harmless and not offensive at all) with anything I do, and if I get even a slightly off put reply, I will right a whole ass essay to say how sorry I am? I think my amazing-but-a-little-rough father issues are getting on me... also, did I mention, fear of arguments and yelling? Arlene be my trauma mirror :'D.

So,my fourt on impulse book beacuse hiccup is hot and so is drogon: 
          
          https://www.wattpad.com/story/395287329?utm_source=android&utm_medium=link&utm_content=share_writing&wp_page=create&wp_uname=coremakii