cookiegirl228

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The dog that I’ve had for over half of my life has just died without a warning and holy fuck it hurts so bad. There’s always been some sort of warning or some me sort of buffer pet but this time he’s just gone and I don’t know where my cat is right now. I’ve NEVER cried this much in my life

cookiegirl228

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The dog that I’ve had for over half of my life has just died without a warning and holy fuck it hurts so bad. There’s always been some sort of warning or some me sort of buffer pet but this time he’s just gone and I don’t know where my cat is right now. I’ve NEVER cried this much in my life

cookiegirl228

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WHY IS EVERYTHING GOING UP IN FLAMES!?!? LIKE THERES ALL THESE WILD FIRES, OUR GOV IS BEING PRETTY STUIPD ON MULTIPLE DIFFERENT SITUATIONS LIKE JUST LET THE SAME SEX COUPLES HAVE THEIR CAKES! FUCK THE THE SHIT WITH NET NEUTRALITY IS JUST THAT: SHIT! WHAT IS WRONG WITHDA WORLD!?!?!?

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So my grandpa just passed away... I knew it was going to be happening soon but still... he lived a good life and was over 90 years old. I believe 92 to be exact but... I was able to put up a bit of a wall so to speak to prepare for this but it’s still shocking. I’m not exactly sad but I’m most certainly not happy. Just kinda empty... it’s weird and I felt this when my aunt died too. I guess it’s my way of coping? Idk. I feel like if were there when the death happens I’d be crying. Cause I mean I’ve cried over pets dying but I’ve shed only a few tears for family members... I guess it’s because I wasn’t actually there when it happened but... anyways thanks for reading my rant anyone who did.