cltgrc

                          ── UPDATE ──
          	
          	    my life is falling apart. i won't be back online.
          	
          	it was fun roleplaying with those of you who i did interact with, even if it was only once. but it's time to move on and leave this in the past, as many of my close friends have or are in the process of doing so.
          	
          	shout out to my besties who have been with me for more than four years <3
          	@gllird
          	@faIcoz
          	@beastlythrows
          	@pikfigr
          	@bratwgun
          	@crstlizd
          	@reirbrn
          	
          	ily all v much <33
          	
          	   for the rest of you, maybe sometime in the near future we'll meet again on a different social platform.
          	
          	     sorry if this is coming across as "dramatic". but as stupid as this may sound, this app has had a big impact on my life. i started roleplaying at a very low point in my life and met lots of wonderful people. as i approach another horrendous point in life, i figured it would be best to leave the same way i started. hopefully, i will one day find peace with myself and escape this terrible fate of loneliness i have suffered with for quite some time.
          	
          	      this isn't something i want pity for or anything like that. some may even think this is "cringe" and that's okay. i wish everyone a good life <33

faIcoz

//     ^^^ what quinn said ─ i wish you great happiness in life <3
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beastlythrows

/      STOP I'M GONNA CRY ─ I LOVE YOU SOOO MUCH LINEY<333333     pls stay in touch ( when possible )    
          	  
          	     i guess this is the end of our little group. it was bound to happen one day. i had a great time with all of you pookies ( ALL OF YOU BETTER STAY IN TOUCH ) <3
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gllird

/       you're so sweet <3      i'll definitely see what i can do :)      
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cltgrc

                          ── UPDATE ──
          
              my life is falling apart. i won't be back online.
          
          it was fun roleplaying with those of you who i did interact with, even if it was only once. but it's time to move on and leave this in the past, as many of my close friends have or are in the process of doing so.
          
          shout out to my besties who have been with me for more than four years <3
          @gllird
          @faIcoz
          @beastlythrows
          @pikfigr
          @bratwgun
          @crstlizd
          @reirbrn
          
          ily all v much <33
          
             for the rest of you, maybe sometime in the near future we'll meet again on a different social platform.
          
               sorry if this is coming across as "dramatic". but as stupid as this may sound, this app has had a big impact on my life. i started roleplaying at a very low point in my life and met lots of wonderful people. as i approach another horrendous point in life, i figured it would be best to leave the same way i started. hopefully, i will one day find peace with myself and escape this terrible fate of loneliness i have suffered with for quite some time.
          
                this isn't something i want pity for or anything like that. some may even think this is "cringe" and that's okay. i wish everyone a good life <33

faIcoz

//     ^^^ what quinn said ─ i wish you great happiness in life <3
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beastlythrows

/      STOP I'M GONNA CRY ─ I LOVE YOU SOOO MUCH LINEY<333333     pls stay in touch ( when possible )    
            
               i guess this is the end of our little group. it was bound to happen one day. i had a great time with all of you pookies ( ALL OF YOU BETTER STAY IN TOUCH ) <3
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gllird

/       you're so sweet <3      i'll definitely see what i can do :)      
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faIcoz

  ( ⸙ ) . . .   c'mon ,        colt !          lemme  see  what's  in  the  box !       ... please ?

cltgrc

  * ·˚☆彡 [   his features softened, loosening his arms a bit   ( the box still held high above, but not as firmly as before ). he almost felt ...   bad. this was his little brother. who held truth with his words. colt WAS secretive to say the very least. he was even 100% sure if he were true to himself.    ]
            
                      look ...       it ' s   just ...      hm .     [  he found himself at a loss for words. it wasn't because he didn't trust falco or anything like that. in fact, he trusted falco more then anyone.   ]
            
                      all   that ' s   inside   the   box ,,      is   a   couple   of   old   letters .         IMPORTANT   letters .          or ...            letters   that   are   important   to   me . 
            【  @faIcoz
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faIcoz

 ( ⸙ ) . . .   (  after numerous attempts of jumping up and grabbing at the box, he came to his senses that it was an impossible task. his arms folded over his chest with his eyes locked on his older brother's face. it was no secret colt was obviously worried or maybe even nervous about the idea of falco seeing the contents of the box.  )
            
                 why  are  you  always  secretive ?            EVERYTHING  is  private  in  your  world...      i  mean,      i  already  know  about  you  and  porco.      what  else  is  there  to  hide ?
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cltgrc

  * ·˚☆彡 falco ─      cut   it   out !        [   he held the worn down shoe box over his head while his little brother made continuous attempts to grab it. usually, colt wouldn't have a problem sharing his belongings with falco. but in this case, the box contained various letters from porco.   ]
            
                   it ' s   P R I V A T E ,,            understand ?             this   isn ' t  something  for   your   eyes .         [  he wasn't surprised falco discovered the little box. after all, it was his smart little brother who discovered his little secret in the first place. piecing every little hint and clue together. he even acted more mature about it then most adults.   ]
            【  @faIcoz
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gllird

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  t̲h̲e̲ ̲f̲i̲r̲e̲ crackled as it's orange hue lit up the small room. the snow fell slowly outside while the couple stayed cooped up inside to keep warm. a blanket wrapped around the two with cups of hot chocolate in hand. 
          
               days like this were what porco deemed to be his favourite. despite not being a huge fan of the cold, he enjoyed the winter season. when he was inside where it was warm. it gave him an excuse to be cuddled up next to the love of his life. sipping away at a rare treat for eldians to get their hands on. the fireplace giving them that extra warmth he carved. 
          
                his arm rested comfortably around colt's shoulders, his gaze fixed on the fire. it was the only thing keeping him from starring at colt. what a beautiful man he was... he understood why he was deemed the most handsome in marley. he only wished colt understood. porco had heard colt cry about not feeling pretty on so many occasions, it made his heart ache.
          
                 the strawberry blonde glanced over at the blonde. the warm hues illuminating his face was quite charming. they outlined colt's features and boosted his natural beauty flawlessly. 
          
                   [ shit ... ] there he goes starring again. those butterflies in the pit of his stomach seemed to always find their way back. no matter how many years they've been together, the butterflies were always there. his cheeks dusted over with a rosy colour. porco jolted his head back towards the fire, swallowing air before bringing his mug up to his lips.
          
              "are you... warm enough?" what the hell. why did he say that ? of course colt was warm enough ! the bastard never gets colds.
          
                "i mean─ is your hot chocolate good ? "

gllird

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  w̲e̲l̲l̲ ̲t̲h̲a̲t̲ was embarrassing. porco squinted his eyes with his button nose scrunched up and stuck high in the air, as if he were cringing at himself. his facial expressions were practically automatic. half the time he wasn't even aware he was making faces.
            
                  he released a deep exhale that he hadn't realized he was holding in. hesitantly, his gaze slowly met back with colt's. the sound of his chuckle was like music to porco's ears. the blonde's angelic voice could make anyone's day better.
            
                   " i'm glad. it was a pain in the ass to get my hands on some. i'm not young and a cute anymore, it's harder to get away with shit. " he rolled his eyes thinking back to that moment. then again, it was all worth it. colt's smile and rare sparkle in his eyes was worth it.
            
                 " but thank helos my old man is a man whore. if he hadn't hooked up with the man that owns the market, it could have been WAY worse. "
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cltgrc

* ·˚☆彡 colt sat in silence, gripping the warm mug with both hands. starring straight ahead at their source of warmth. a pretty little thing that had triggered many emotions deep within. 
            
                    in a way, it reminded him of his time spent in the trenches. explosion going off at random... killing his comrades in an instant. the fires that had consumed many lives and the smoke that followed after. the way he almost lost his own life multiple times. then again, the fire looked so innocent. 
            
                    colt was so far within in his own thoughts he wasn't even aware of porco starring at him. his blank expression almost made him seem lifeless in the calmest way possible.
            
                    upon hearing his boyfriend's voice he slowly peeled his eyes off the flamming pit and onto his boyfriend. a soft smile tugged at his red, lushes lips at the sight. he knew porco was flustered with the way his cheeks were pink and the awkward conversation. it was cute. although, colt didn't understand why. they were just sitting there. doing nothing.
            
                  "it's really good. i've never had anything like this before." the blonde carefully leaned towards porco and planted a kiss on his cheek. the gentle smile still on his face.
            
                     one of his slim hands lifted away from the mug and combed through porco's soft strawberry blonde locks. he took note that he didn't bother to slick it makes today. that usually meant porco was stressed or just didn't have time, which was always strange when he made that excuse. porco was the type to ALWAYS follow schedule. 
            
                    "and yes, i'm pretty warm. in fact, i'm on fire." colt chuckled. he always took the opportunity to tease his boyfriend. his reactions were always so cute. 
            【  @gllird
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faIcoz

  ( ⸙ ) . . .    falco has known for a long time now that something was going on between porco and his older brother. he just couldn't put his finger on /what/ that something was. 
          
               it was colt's strange behavior that gave it away. between the secretive nature he developed and being cooped up in his room staring out the window for hours after porco left. let alone the adult magazine falco had found under his bed when he was sixteen.
          
                on top of everything, his older brother was obviously complexed about something internally. and falco made it his goal to help. he was aware it was going to be a difficult goal to reach, but he wasn't going to back down.
          
                after galliard left the house from another late night visit, falco headed straight to his older brother's room. where no doubt, he would be sitting, starring out the window with a look of utter sadness. without a warning, the blonde boy opened the door to the bedroom.
          
                " colt ? " falco slowly made his way inside. with each step the floor boards would groan under the pressure. he made himself comfortable by taking a seat on colt's bed, his eyes fixed on the young man starring out the window. he hadn't even bothered to glance at falco.
          
              " why are you sad ? did something happen ? "

cltgrc

     * ·˚☆彡 porco had left fifteen minutes ago. he wasn't even in colt's line of sight anymore. but he still insisted on sitting by the window. why ? well, he was left to have deep thoughts within his mind. that always happened after a short visit with this certain somebody.
            
                    his elbow was propped up onto the wooden windowsill, while the palm of his hand had his chin rested on top of it.  hearing his bedroom door slowly creek open didn't faze him. if it were to be his mother coming in, that would be a different story. but colt had learned to tell people apart by the sound of their footsteps. so he knew it was only his little brother.
            
                   a sigh had caused a small portion of the window to fog up for a second upon hearing his brother's voice. how was he supposed to answer such a question ? it had to be one of the most complicated questions some could ask. he hated it. 
            
                  " i'm okay, falco. " those words came out in a completely different tone then what his eyes were giving. eventually his eyes did draw away from the window and onto his little brother. the corners of his mouth tugged into a soft smile.
            
                    " i guess, i just got distracted. was there something you needed ? "
            【  @faIcoz
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gllird

   the morning rays peeked through the single window in the quiet room. the silence made the ticking clock and the odd creaks seem loud. in a way, it was peaceful. usually, porco couldn't handle silence such as this or loafing around in bed. but it was all easy to excuse when someone dear laid in your arms. 
          
              his nails gently ran across colt's scalp, simply admiring the beauty this man held. 'marley's beauty'... porco hated that. he wanted colt to be /his/ beauty. he's come to accept the fact other's were always going to be there to stare. although, moments like this made him forget that. it was only himself and colt. nobody else. the intimacy they held was something exclusively only for each other. a thought that eased porco's mind.
          
               the strawberry blond carefully leaned down to press his lips against his boyfriend's forehead. his hand gliding up and down against colt's bare back. " i love you ... " his voice came out to be more in the soft, quiet side. the complete opposite of his usual tone he used towards others.

cltgrc

      * ·˚☆彡  the young korean man couldn't help but chuckle at those comments. porco always new how to lighten up his day. this man knew how to make colt feel better about himself in general. he had always had a bittersweet view of himself. but after "the incident", is when he really started to hate his body. though, after porco touched it... he began to look at himself differently. 
            
                   colt followed suite after porco sat up, allowing the blanket to slide off his chest as he sat up himself. "which is why i ended up with you, right? 'cause you're the best." with a gentle smile his slim fingers combed through porco's messy strawberry blonde hair. his pale green eyes fixated on the other man. he took on how beautiful the morning light reflected on porco. throughout the years of knowing each other colt had realized sun rise and sun set really made porco glow.
            
                 in that moment, the blonde just had to lean in and place a passionate kiss on his boyfriend's soft lips. his hand rested on porco's thigh that were hidden away under the blanket. whenever their lips touched it was like everything else around them disappeared. it didn't matter. the only thing that mattered in these moments were the two of them. that's it.
            
                   after a minute or so, colt slowly pulled away, his forehead resting against porco's forehead. " we should do something together ... later. maybe go to our spot or something. "
            【  @gllird
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gllird

   he was kind of relieved to hear that colt was thinking the same thing. since they were both in agreement, they could lay here for however long they wanted. that was until they were met with a pissed off parental figure. but that wasn't something to worry over right now. his father was probably out with some prostitute or something.
            
                 with each kiss against his skin, it sparked something within him. he couldn't quite explain what, but he was glad he was loved by at least someone. porco had always felt that colt was the only person to truly appreciate his experience. ever since they were kids. back then, he didn't understand why. he didn't understand anything about colt. he was the only person who wanted to be friends with someone so mean.
            
                  his fingers glided through his strawberry blonde hair, only for it fall back over his eyes. " i was thinking the same thing. " porco carefully sat himself up slightly with a quiet yawn. leaning forward, he placed a gently kiss on the blonde's forehead.
            
                 " but later, i'll make sure to make you the best tea possible. " porco's hands moved to cup around colt's face, brushing a thumb against his cheek. " you only deserve the best. "
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cltgrc

   * ·˚☆彡  " breakfast ? " no, colt didn't want breakfast. not right now at least. he wanted to stay cuddled up next to his dear boyfriend. that's what he wanted. to keep this peace going as long as possible. as soon as they were to get up, that's when reality would hit. all the stress and anxiety would come flooding back. plus, he would have to go home and face his mother eventually. something he wasn't looking forward to.
            
                 he took a deep inhale to try and rid all those thoughts. they didn't matter right now. right now it was just him and porco. that's it. the blonde's warm breathe hit the other's chest as he exhaled. " hm. i could go for some tea but, it can wait. "
            
                 colt's thin hand slowly motioned up and down against porco's abs. his soft, lushes lips pressed against porco's chest in multiple areas. he never really gave porco just one kiss. he /had/ to at least give him two. one kiss wasn't even nearly enough to express how much he loved this man. porco deserved all the love colt had to offer in his mind. 
            
                   " let's just... lay here for a little while longer. " his voice was muffled into the man's chest as he gave one last affectionate kiss. " it's our day off anyway... "
            【  @gllird
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sketchstallion

	“sometimes i feel you’re one of the few people that actually see me.”
          
          	those words having such a bittersweet meaning to them. it was like she was thanking the blonde sitting beside her. it had always been difficult for her to properly speak what she meant. however, she didn’t need to; not around colt grice.
          
          	the two had seated themselves away from their chaotic sitting, taking refuge in fields of green. they were easily hidden amongst the tall lush canopies above them. they were safe here. in fact, this spot held nostalgic significance.
          
          	when colt, beatrice-mae, and porco were all kids they came to this spot. sometimes all together, other times in various duos. the open fields on the outskirts contained countless adventures, games, and secrets. nothing could take that away from this duo. it was the only solace granted to them.
          
          	beatrice-mae was sitting to colt’s left side, with her legs hunched up to her chest. her arms held her legs in place as her eyes stared forward. in that brief moment of silence, her head panned to look at the other.

sketchstallion

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"heh, yeah i know what you mean... i really missed you guys too while i was in paradis," those almost hazel hues of her remained glued to the blue sky, " i was craving lemon sherbets the entire time i was there. plus, it really sucked not having my favorite person to talk to. sure i had marcel, but he was busy with reiner."
            
            beatrice sighed at that thought. she hated them being together. reiner at that time was nothing but trouble. he would say so many things about marcel behind his back. most of those things beatrice kept to herself, but it pained her that she couldn't do anything about it.
            
            all these thoughts caused her to release a deep sigh. while he was turned away, she couldn't help but glance over at him again. how could she just...leave him? both him and colt. when she finally returned to marley, it took her about a month to start doing what she loved. not only that, but to fully start talking again. it took time for her to realize and come to terms with the consequences of her actions.
            
            " you two were my anchors...it wasn't fair that i left you.-- i missed you a shit ton. i know porco missed me too...but i know the mission put him and i in this weird place. i hate it."
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sketchstallion

:: I AINT FORGET BOUT THIS- I WILL BE GETTING TO IT
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cltgrc

      * ·˚☆彡  laying in this "filth" as his mother would call it, eased his mind from all the horrors of war and the stress build up. since his fifth birthday it seemed like the stress and anxiety would only build up. it never went away. once he turned sixteen... was when it REALLY hit him. little moments like this were the only things that kept him from going off the deep end at this point.
            
                it honestly pained him a little. the way his boyfriend and best friend cared more about him then his own mother. it's a thought that used to keep him up all night in tears. but no matter how bad it got, he would always love and respect her. that's the harsh reality of it all. 
            
                   colt tilted his head in beatrice's direction with a soft smile on his perfectly red lips. though, his pale green eyes were always tainted with despair. they told a completely separate story then the rest of his face ever did. his eyes had lost their shine a long time ago.
            
                  " i really missed you when you were away... you know ? " he took in a deep breath before turning away from her once again. once beatrice came from the island, they couldn't catch up with each other for very long. colt remembered that very vividly. about a month after it was when he was deployed out at the young age of sixteen. two whole years of hell. only to come home and be deployed out for another two years. the second time was much harder with his little brother involved with the war now.
            
                " sometimes i just... was so lost. i didn't have anyone at times. 'cause... you know... the stupid drama between porco and i. you two are all i have. "
            【  @crackedmiirrors
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gllird

     hey there ,      handsome.          you got time to spare ?         or should i just toss these flowers and be on my way.      then i'll come back some other time.

cltgrc

         his pale green eyes lit up at the mention of goodies. the fact he /knew/ porco would bring his favourites as well made it that much better.   "  shut up -     no you didn't.   "         his slim fingers took hold of the flowers and held them close to his chest. oh how he wanted to squeal and kick his feet like a school girl. but he knew better. instead he turned his head and leaned in close. his lips pressed against porco's cheek, only for a moment though. 
            
                     "  thank you ,     kelly.  "          the blond carefully set the gift aside to welcome the other into a warm embrace. his pale cheek gently resting on his shoulder.   "    i love you.    so much.   "
            【   @gllird
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gllird

     "   you know me so well.   "        porco didn't hesitate to sit on the bed beside colt. his hand extended forward to hand his boyfriend a bouquet made up of yellow flowers. he thought yellow suited colt perfectly, it was quite the coincidence when he found out fifteen years ago it was his favourite colour. to porco, colt was his "yellow". the sun that came into his life and made it all that much brighter. the warmth he felt when they were together he couldn't feel with anyone else. and of course the joy and happiness he had lost a long time ago seemed to creep back up on him when colt was around. he truly believed this man was his one and only. his soulmate.
            
                   "   by the way, their may or may not be some goodies hidden in here.   "      another thing porco tried to do was sneak some treats for colt. he had always found it weird ever since he was a child that colt's mother wouldn't allow sugary foods in the house or anywhere near her 'precious boy'. unless of course he had accomplished something within her standards. which seemed rare in colt's case. so porco took it upon himself to spoil the blond as much as he could.
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cltgrc

        colt let out a sigh that felt like it had been trapped within him for so long. he told porco on multiple occasions not to show up at his doorsteps without warning. it was frustrating. yet every day he would wait for the sound of knuckles knocking against the door. to him it was the sound of peace just a little walks away. all he had to do was open the door and shed that layer of himself he despised just as much as the war. it was frustrating because he knew it was risky. he knew that peace could be ripped from him in the blink of an eye. 
            
                   the blond took hold of his boyfriend's hand and led him upstairs to his bedroom, shutting the door behind him.   "  so were you just feeling lonely or ... ?  "    his voice trailed off as he shuffled towards the window. his fingers carefully slide the up glass in order for a quick escape. once he was seated on the bed he motioned for porco to join him.
            【   @gllird
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faIcoz

     "it was so cool! and mom even bought me a little treat before we left-" the boy stopped mid-sentence as soon as he saw /THAT/ look on his older brother's face. the excitement soon drained from him as well because of it. he had noticed it's been happening often with colt... but didn't understand why. falco wasn't even sure what it meant. only that it seemed like his brother was upset and disconnecting from reality. just staring off with eyes that told a thousand tales without words. sad tales. the young boy didn't like that. not one bit.
          
                the blonde took a deep breath as his hand touched colt's shoulder. Hoping it would be enough to snap him out of that little trance. "colt? i'm... sorry if i upset." an apology. what else was he supposed to say? he wasn't even sure what he did, but it only felt right to get that out there.

cltgrc

         "     no !       i ...     was listening.       my brain just wasn't ...    processing any of it.       "             it wasn't exactly a lie. his ears /were/ listening, but his brain wasn't. that seemed to be a regular occurrence ever since he was deployed when he was sixteen. that's when he noticed the change. maybe it was because he wasted the rest of teenage years fighting a war. it was certainly strange to come back as an adult. 
            
                 colt stood from the seat where he set, turning his whole body to face falco.        "      listen    " ,        he placed both hands on the young boy's shoulders.    "      i'm /really/ sorry for making you feel the way you do.     as your older brother ,       it's my duty to make sure you have the best day of your life.     "         the blond gave a silly salute before kneeling down in front of falco.    "      so ,       what do you say ?         wanna go have the best day of your life ?       "
            【   @faIcoz
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faIcoz

     the frown on falco's face didn't disappear. that was the least reassuring thing he had ever heard. he could tell by his older brother's voice it was all a lie. clearly he was upset. maybe not upset at falco in particularly but something was...
            
                   "were you... even listening to anything i said?" why bother continuing if he wasn't going to listen. falco sighed and shook his head as he took a step back from his brother. "nevermind it. let's go do something else."
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cltgrc

        colt jolted at the touch of his little brother. he didn't even remember what they were talking about. Something about Falco and mom hanging out... doesn't matter. 
            
                   "    what -     no !        no ...      you didn't upset me.     "        colt assured, slowly turning to face falco with a soft 'pretty' little smile as he adjusted his posture. he truly didn't mean to make falco feel like he had upset him. that was far from the case. he was very much happy for falco and his exciting experience. he just had a hard time focusing... that's all. perhaps it was because his head was a very loud place, but he hadn't realized it was so loud people were starting to hear it too.
            
                  "    anyways ...       you can continue if you want.     "         he extended his arm out to give falco a pat on the head.     "    you were telling me something about you and mom ,      right ?    "
            【    @faIcoz
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beastlythrows

    "     ah ,        colt.          i wasn't expecting to see you today.      nonetheless ,        it's always a pleasant surprise when you drop by unannounced.     "           the bearded man placed his steaming cup of coffee on a near by table, motioning the young man to have a seat. his office was quite neat and tidy as usual, and just as welcoming too. at this point in time, the unexpected visits from the warriors weren't very... unexpected at all. it seemed to be a daily occurrence for them to stop by and have conversations. of course the most usual to pop in was colt.
          
               zeke believed it was because they found comfort in each other's company. they've certainly grown close after the years of working together. so much so, he started to see colt like a son. he watched him grow into the fine young man that he is today, and zeke was there every step of the way. he could only hope colt felt the same way. 
          
              "     trying to avoid home again ?     "       zeke questioned with one of his eyebrows raised.

cltgrc

        colt glanced over at zeke, noticing that he had already started making the beverage. it would be rude to deny such a kind gesture or straight up say no  when someone already put work into something. his eyes shot back down, he didn't want to be starring for too long. that was rude.   "      i would love some tea ,        thank you.    "            it was just tea after all. maybe a fresh cup would help ease him a little. it usually always did.
            
                    the conversation switch from tea to his relationship caught him off guard for a moment. he wasn't expecting to get into a full on conversation about it. but it zeke after all. he could trust him. he already knew about what was going on between him and porco.      "     well ...        what choice do we have ?    it's not like we can go around skipping in the middle of town while holding hands.       we aren't a 'normal' relationship.       it's basically ...     illegal what we have going on.     i /have/ to distance him.     even if i don't want to.    my family is already in boiling water with marley.      "
            【   @beastlythrows
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beastlythrows

     "     of course.     you're always welcome here.     "          he assured the young warrior while turning his back to him. their was some extra water in the kettle so why waste it? he began to make a cup of tea for colt before even asking.
            
                 "    would you like something to drink ?         tea perhaps ?    "       when it came to colt, there was no need to play the guessing game on his needs and wants. in zeke's mind, he was someone who knew a decent amount about colt. maybe even a little more the porco. 
            
                  "    tell me ,         have you two been distancing from each other again ?    "
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cltgrc

      "     not exactly ...    "        avoiding /home/ wasn't exactly how he would word it. in fact, in his eyes, home was wherever falco was. then after falco it was porco. he was more just trying to avoid the toxic environment his mother had created. no matter how bad it got, he always told himself "at least falco doesn't have to suffer this way." even so... he couldn't help but feel this... feeling he couldn't quite express whenever their mother and his little brother shared a moment. sadness maybe? no... he was happy for falco. what more could he ask for then for his little brother to have the life he dreamed of, or the relationship he had always wanted with his mother. he was... /happy/ for falco, but there was also something else he was feeling. no, it wasn't jealousy. something he just couldn't wrap his mind around.
            
                  "      is it alright if i stay for a little while ?     i  promise it won't be for too long.       i told porco i would meet him later since it's...   been a while.    "               
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