clovercore
ayo??? I’m indecisive?? Anyways *cutely goes back to old account*
oieufs
Kisses aggressively
oieufs
oh I was mopey last night damn
oieufs
love how I just come talk on this account when ur not awake and I don’t really want want to talk to you abt sm-
oieufs
could go full word vomit on you and tell you everything that’s happening ever but don’t really feel like writing that down right now. I just wanna sleep, but I don’t really feel like sleeping in a bed without you in it :/ curse me and my brain that only has big realizations at midnight when I’m trying to sleep “hey anna psst did you know that atlas is actually super duper far away and you won’t see him for a really long time :0” “yeah I know we get it I cry about it all the time istfg”
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oieufs
i really just need to sleep right now though :/ I wanna set alarms and wake up early to say good moring to you, i haven’t sent good morning or goodnight texts in a while because you’re always either already asleep or you’ve been awake for awhile, think I’ll start sending them again though :> I kinda miss them ☺️
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oieufs
okok yes I need to sleep I can barely keep my eyes open I love you I love you I genuinely love you oh my god more realizations istfg- I love you sleep well darling <33 ❤️❤️❤️❤️
oieufs
mm I love you I love you m sorry if I ever make u worry abt me- don’t like my mood swings, i love you I love you please please please tell me if I’m ever too clingy or if I make you uncomfortable or something- I say stuff without thinking and I don’t want to make you over think or anything mm,, i love you I really really really love you- my heart hurts thinking about how far away you are, m sorry I’m not closer and I can’t help more- even though I know you say me being alive is enough I want to help And I’m sorry if I sometimes don make you feel loved or anything, I promise I love you every second I genuinely can- I just get distracted and stuck in my head, and I’m really sorry about that you don’t deserve that, get scared to tell you I love you sometimes because I’m scared you finally realized you’re too good for me- m sorry I over think thing like that, there’s really no need for me too tbh- my brains really dumb sometimes ew I dunno where I’m gonna put this- don’t really want to put it on ur mb because it’s nobody else’s business- and I don’t need people thinking I’m gonna tell everyone how I’m feeling 24/7 Also really don’t want you to wake up to some big long text from me— because you’ll worry and I don’t want you to wake up in a bad mood- you really really don’t deserve that- you don’t deserve me you’re too good for me- I wanna be enough for you but I don’t know how to be- cause everyday I wake up and you’re even more amazing- I swear I find I new thing to fall inlove with everyday- maybe every other hour—
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oieufs
Everytime we talk I find a new reason to fall in love, oh my god I’m so in love with you That’s so scary- I don’t want to be too clingy but please don’t leave I genuinely don’t know what I would do. I’d let you leave of course I would never trap you like that- I know my boundaries I don’t know what I would do- it’s scary, I’ve never depended this much on just the idea of someone- then tried so hard to take back that codependency because I don’t wan to stress you thinking that my mental state is your responsibility because it’s not of course it’s not- I might just throw this at one of you alts, and run. I do trust you- I do I promise I really genuinely do, there’s not a thing about you I think is lying, maybe I’m too trusting- and maybe you’re playing with me but of course you’re not because you’re /you/ and I’m so in love with you and everything about you- I’m rambling I’m sorry- I love you- I really really really love you as long as you want me to and I’m sorry that my brain tells me you don’t love me sometimes :]
oieufs
seriously like pick just one thing please you can’t have everything
oieufs
have so much to fawn over
oieufs
very funny
oieufs
so pretty
oieufs
you’re beautiful ☺️☺️☺️
oieufs
so handsome