i wish my relationship with my parents went back to how it used to be. it isn't bad, I still laugh with my mother but there's a distance that both of us refuse to acknowledge... and it's probably my fault, I realised other than physical comfort, I'm not comforting at all to my mother...when she rants to me I'm so unbearably numb and she deserves better. my father.. I just wish I could be buried in his arms like a kid again.