claneforevs17
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I miss him... reading through our old messages and I can't help but wonder what might've happened if I hadn't screwed everything up. Maybe if i'd told him I loved him, or hugged him instead of being a wimp and giving up. He was my first love and I fucked it up. Now we don't talk and he probably hates me. I loved talking to him, we got along so well. But if I had been more... more girlfriend-y, more open about my feelings, and less scared, then maybe we would still be together. Just know that I miss you. A lot more than I should. And I hope you're happy, even if it is without me.
