Abandoned account

Im leaving Wattpad y’all 

Lydia you can edit my little story if you see anything that needs editing. 

Lmao i keep crawling back to manipulative people??

I dont think im gonna live long enough to see things be ok

Things haven’t been okay lately 
          But they’ll be okay someday,
          And I gotta keep living for that one day where I wake up and smile.

When I was a yung man liek u

Hi. 

I am so afraid of intimacy because of you.  
          I hate you.
          I hate you so fucking much.

I’m scared to tell people what you did to me. 
          I thought it was a game.
          
          I wish I had stopped you.
          
          I hate you for what you did to me.
          
          My mother still compares you to me.  
          
          I hate that. 
          
          I hate your name.  
          
          You may be flesh and blood but you will never be family to me. 
          
          Never. 
          

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