cgormley4

yesterday was birthday

I just posted a new poem! Hope you like it.

hi, guys!
          
          i hope all of you are doing well. once again i'm sorry that it has been a while since I posted. as usual life has been hectic and horrible.
          
          should i post a new poem?
          
          i was going to because there is one topic i have been wanting to write about for a while and when i finally got the courage the ideas just came to me in waves. and i wrote it all down on wattpad and it was really good. but then wattpad deleted it...
          
          i'm going to try and write it again but it probably won't be as good.
          
          anyways, i love you. you are loved, beautiful, talented, and it WILL get better. drink water and EAT. have a good rest of your day and I will try to post either today or tomorrow.

words cannot express how pissed i am right now.
          
          i was having a really bad day today and i'm also on my period so when we were in gym class i wasn't trying that hard. our gym teacher was having us do squats and only a few kids did them but for some reason he only noticed that i didn't. and then a few kids in my class started glazing the teacher by giving me dirty looks and telling me to do the squats that they themselves didn't do.
          
          and one girl who i'm always nice to even though we aren't friends was being particularly rude. so i told that i didn't f*cking care about doing the squats. and our gym teacher fliped out on me and took me to the principals office and then they had so call home and they give me this whole incident report to fill out. and they were borderline yelling at me and because my hormones were crazy i couldn't stop crying. 
          
          and if you know me i almost never cry in front of anyone but it came out of nowhere and wouldn't stop and i was so embarrassed and now i never want to go back to school.
          
          but yeah! that's how my day went. hbu?

Posted! I hope you like it! Remember to take care of yourself and I love you all so much!

Hi guys! I'm so, so, SO sorry I haven't been posting. I promise I will. Like, soon, probably today or tomorrow.
          
          Recently my mental health has been at one of many all time lows. I've basically just been bed rotting when I'm not at school. It's not even like I want to go to school, I just have no other choice. Like getting out of bed in the morning is one of the hardest things I've ever done, to the point were my parents are dragging me out of bed. I feel incredibly guilty about it but I'm constantly running on 0.
          
          But, I hope all of you are doing good. And make sure to TAKE CARE OF YOURSELF. Put you and your own needs before others if you need to, it is NOT selfish not mater what anyone says. Remember to drink water AND eat. You are beautiful inside AND out no matter what. I love you and keep on fighting. xo

New part up! Hope you enjoy it.

hey guys. sorry i haven't posted in a while. school's been kicking my ass and i feel like i'm drowning in my work.
          
          i hope you are all doing well. if you ever need to vent i'm here.
          
          also, do you guys want a new poem? cause if u do i can write one now, just let me know.

New part up! I hope you enjoy it. I'm sorry it's unedited I might go back to fix that later.

Hey, guys. I'm sorry I haven't posted in a while, school has been tough and I just haven't had the energy to do anything never mind right. I hope you are all doing ok and always remember you can vent to me anytime.
          
          I am going to post a new poem in a few very soon, so, I hope you enjoy it!