I can't believe it's been a year. It's like some cruel joke. It doesn't make sense that I won't be growing old with my sister. That we won't be sitting with our coffee and cokes watching our favorite shows together. That you won't be there when I have kids. That they'll never know you. That you won't see preslie grow up. It's not fair and it hurts. A piece of me that only you understood and a relationship only we shared will always be gone now. I can't cry because I have preslie with me, but trust me sister, my heart aches and cries for you and everything that we will never see together. I love you so much and I can't wait for the day that you're standing at the gates of heaven waiting for me. I'm going to hug you and never let go. I'm so glad we always said I love you, we never took those words for granted and made sure we knew we all loved each other. I love you sister.
