"odi et amo" -old dead latin dude.
"I hate and I love." That phrase perfectly sums up my feelings for these books. I've spent literally HOURS of my life thinking about and reading this series. You would think after 3 years, I would have finally moved on, and yet still I find myself rereading these books sobbing till my lungs ache and laughing till I fall over. Kinda parasocial if I do say so, but I love this series so much. I also hate it though. Because in late 2020 when I read ineffable, I didn't think such a small action would lead to a tidal wave of change. In 2021, I would wake up just to see if Eunoia had new chapters. I love the cadarino universe and her writing, but I hate it too. I hate how I will NEVER get over this. How I will never read a 'fanfiction' as good. How this has literally altered the way I view the world and the reason why I still see the world to this day. If you ever see this, thank you, cadarino. <3
Sincerely,
A life changed by your books